A day before 2009~~~

First of all, "Cheers~~~" to all my friends and my blog readers...In the Chinese phrases, there is one phrase called "Time is like an arrow" means that time goes very fast and won't turn back...Now, it is the end of Year 2008

Last week, at church, I had listened to a preacher said about a title "Closed To God in the New Year", I felt very regret that I had done a lot of things that make God worried and I did walked far away from God...I dint serve God very much and spent my time with Him...I was very regret about it...So I hope in this brand new year, I can spend more time with God and pray to Him to guide my way...

Anyway, wish all my friends have a very happy and smoothly year...

Unlucky Day~~~

Today, I went to my university by bus, and as usual, I showed my bus pass which is called "3 season ticket" and valid until next year, to the bus driver. When I reached my destination, I directly alight from the bus. This is the time I did a careless mistake, which is I dint notice that my bus pass left at the seat. After an hour at my university, I decided to go to city centre, but....haiz...I cant find out my bus pass, then I went around the place where I had been to see whether I dropped there or not, but, still cant find out...Even though I went to reception asked the guard, they said "no, I am sorry...Maybe later someone will get it..." Haiz...So I think that it wont be returned to me if someone get it because the ticket cost me 275 pounds, who will give back to me if they get it, sure they will use it...

Anyway, I quickly went back to my hostel to find out the warranty for the ticket, and went to the ticket argent to replace my ticket, but unfortunately, the argent told me that I need to phone a number and tell them I had lost my ticket, then only they will post something to me, and with the warranty, I needed to pay 15 pounds...THEN, I can only get a new one...The total of my lost is not only 15 pounds, but it is including the weekly ticket I bought because within the week without ticket, I need to pay cash every time I take a bus trip, and the bus fares to the argent need 3 pounds...So total is 30 pounds I had been lost....(T.T)....So sui....If convert to RM, walao, about RM180 lor...zzzz....

Whatever, time cant turn back, even though I am now very regret also no used, the time still goes on...Things happen, its happened...I just think I paid the lost to gain an experience...

PS: Sorry God, just now I got a bit murmuring about you...Please forgive me...

Angry PS: What the...Why I cant upload my pictures? Who can teach me how? The stupid blogspot din give me an actual solution....

Random feelings...

Last weekend, my hostel internet connection is totally worked out...Feel like got someone who dont want us to use the internet during weekend, because I cant surf the internet from 12.00am, Saturday until Monday, 9am...Feel weird hor, but its really like that, as same as last 2 weekend...In this weekend, I cant do my research for my assignments and bored...Somemore, my flat's boiler was not operated too, means that I had a cold weekend...No boiler = No radiator~~That time I only felt that Malaysia is the warmest place for me...

Actually, last few weeks, a boy from China came to my church with my church members who study at UK, guess what, he is just 12 years old...Walao, so small go to oversea to study WITHOUT parents or anyone with him...Then I thought, if I am just 12 years old, surely I wont come here eventhough I got this oppurtunity (actually I dont know what is my thinking when I was twelve...) However, he got my church members with him since they are from Taiwan, so they can use Mandarin to communicate...

Since I came to UK, I dint change a lot here, just the life style here, for me, is changing a bit, because I need to cook everyday, and wear thick jacket so that I cant get cold...No slipper to university (actually is allowed, but I dont want my toes been freezed...haha...), go to market to buy vegetables and meats and etc...This is the life style that I never had in my past time, I might have, but very seldom...

I also found out that, the children, especially babies, in UK like to cry loudly and non-stop...Once, I was shopping at supermarket, a black-skin baby cried while his mother was taking something from the shelf to the trolly and the baby was sit on the trolly...So I passed them by and had a look toward the baby who was crying, guess what, the baby suddenly shouted toward me...I was surprised, how came a baby will do that to a stranger, I just looked at him without doing anything...I know what you all will say to me, maybe is my look that scare him...haha...Then the mother smiled at me, and quickly passed by my side...haiz...so I think, if the baby problem or the parents problem, why a baby will cry non-stop in public? In Malaysia, we seldom see a baby will cry non-stop and loudly in public, is that the parents in UK dont know how to take care or look after babies? Don't know...No answer for these questions....

Desparated feeling is now with me because I have a lot of things I havent done yet...2 assignments and 1 presentation (tomorrow) and 1 presentation report...This is the consequence of LAZY...Haiz...Whatever, have to do also what...

PS: Recently I dont take pictures because no new views for me to take...I think after this, I will have new photos to upload because the city centre is now decorated for Xmas...

This week comment~~~

Today is Thursday, and I don't have class to attend, so I woke up at about 1pm...Its been my first time woke up so late since I came to UK....Maybe because of the days before this, I was very tired and all the tired together, so I need to rest more...



Since Monday, my hostel's internet connection (ResNet) had changed its server, so now I can use webcam to chat with my friends, download movies from Xunlei, and finally I can sign into my MSN....Last time, all these stuffs were blocked by the server, so I cant sign in my MSN and cant even download movies by using Xunlei or BitComet....Hopefully, this server can continue until the end of my university life....



Actually this week had nothing happened, just I donated money to old folks who need our helps...As like the Saint-John ambulances, whoever donated the money, they will give you a piece of paper which is printed the logo of Saint-John ambalance, the people who asked me to donate, had also given me a paper flower....It can be hung at my cloth de lor....haha....



This week I got missing my dear friends who are at Malaysia, so trying to ask them to open thier webcam so that I can see their faces and so do them...Hopefully they wont forget me lor....haha....When I read again the messages that had been sent to me at the day of my birthday, and also the day I took the flight to Birmingham, I felt so warm in my heart and got a bit touching...Havent thank to them le, because I was busy chatting with my churchmates who called me that time....So here I thanks to Kajang Youth, Adam, Jie Hong, Han Pei, Chin Yi, Dog Dog, Li Ying, Zhao Min and lastly Jian Hung (he is such an idiot, dint send anything to me)...haha....If there are still have people that I havent mention, paiseh and sorry....

九型人格分析

Haha...Doggy, this is my nine characteristics wor...hah

九型人格分析

第九型	和平型、和平者、和諧型、維持和諧者 17%
第五型	智慧型、觀察者、思想型、理性分析者、思考型 13%
第八型	領袖型、能力型、挑戰者、保護者、權威型 12%
第二型	助人者、全愛型、助人型、成就他人者、博愛型 11%
第六型	忠誠型、忠誠型、尋找安全者、謹慎型 11%
第四型	藝術型、浪漫者、自我型、憑感覺者 10%
第三型	成就者、事業型、成就型、實踐型 8%
第七型	快樂主義型、豐富型、活躍型、創造可能者、享樂型 8%
第一型	完美主義者、完美型、改革者、改進型、秩序大使 8%

我的九型人格分析？

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Snow or Sleet~~~

Yesterday, after my Material of Machine tutorial class, it was the end of my class for this day, so my friends and I prepared to go back. When we walked up to 2nd floor which is the entrance of my campus, one of my friends said that," Oi, salji, sekarang turun salji..." Then I directly looked outside there, but its look like raining more than snowing, so I said,"Hujan la, bukan salji, tak mungkin salji turun on autumn.."

After that, when we walked out of the building, he was correct, it was snowing there...Wow, first time experience the snowing day in my life, but guess what, I was not so happy as my friends were, because....IT WAS TOO COLD!!! I walked quickly to the nearest bus station to take a bus to my hostel. I was trembling along the way to the station, it was very cold...Fortunately I had an umbrella with me, so the snow dint fall on my jacket...

In the bus, I cant see the scenery outside because of the snow...The mirrors of the bus were covered by ice....When I reached my hostel, I found out that my radiator and heater werent working...Walao, cold ler....Only I can say is "Sui"....-.-'''

I got took some photos the condition outside my room, the ground was buried by the white ice...I also found out that, the winter is not coming yet, the snow I mean is sleet...haha...Anyway, that is my 1st experience what, so ma "da jing xiao guai" lor...

Wall and Bridge~~

Today, Dn.Luke Chong was giving a sermon about "Wall and Bridge" at Leicester Church, this sermon is very good encouragement for our brothers and sisters, and also the truthseekers...When I looked at the title, I mostly knew that what the teachings that he will give us...

The "Wall" is usually to separate two different place, in the ancient world, people build the wall to protect their kingdom or their cities (Great Hall of China is built to protect China from its enermy), or separate a kingdom from another kingdom (such as Germany, many years ago, they are separate into two country, West Germany and East Germany)...In Bible, it said that the Israel had been separate into two kingdoms, but I am not sure what the kingdoms' names...I think is Jews and Israel kua...The reason I forgot already...Actually these things the decon dint mention it in the sermon, I just add it on...However, why will this happen to a same people and country? For example, like Yacob's sons, Joseph had been sold to Egypt by his own brothers...This is because of envy, his brothers envy to Joseph and hate him...Therefore, to avoid these happen, we have to build a wall to protect our heart so that these evil thinkings cannot go into our heart to let our heart impure...This wall called The Wall of Prayer...With prayer, we can build it surrounding our hearts...

However, we should also destroy the wall that block the truth go into our heart. For example, those who refuse to believe in Jesus Christ, in their hearts, there are wall that block Jesus go into their hearts, so they have to destroy the wall so that they can understand the truth and invite God to leave inside their heart...Then they also have to rebuild a wall, just like I had mentioned above, Wall of Prayer, pray to God so that He will strengthen your faith...

For "Bridge" it usually used to communicate or connect a place to another place...This bridge should be built to let the words of God can connect to your heart...Just like in the ancient world, the castle had wall surrounding it, and there is also a bridge that connecting the castle to outside world...This means that communicate to outside world is important but we should be careful, because nowaday, there is a lot of temptations that can cause us to be sinned...Thats why we have to build a wall...A strong wall to protect our heart...This bridge is also built by prayer, because through prayer, we can communicate to God and obey to what He tells us...The Bible...

In conclusion, we have to open our heart, in Mandarin, the words "Happy" (开心) means that open your heart, so to be "Happy" you should open your heart to let God leave inside it, then you will be happy...

PS: UK time turns back 1 hour...Dont know what the effect called...Means that now 8pm, we have to turn it back to 7pm...

No title for this post because it is just a random feeling that I felt now...After reading Adam blog, it make me feel like Nottingham is better than BCU eventhough it is in UK (A bit regret to study at so expansive place)...However, dont worry, I wont give up de because God will always beside me and guide me...

Actually I got a bit jealous to Adam de (not envy har), because he got the talent in music and good results in our previous college, because I regret that why I dint ask my parents to let me go to music centre to continue my organ practise...Now, its too late for me to learn it because now I am in UK, no time to learn it already...I know many people think that I can still learn it, but now I had to study and do my assignment, somemore, my fingers are not as flexible as a child anymore...But, hopefully, if I have next gerenation, I will send them to music centre...haha...Sound like forcing children go to learn it...haha...

Just now, I opened my mailbox and saw Dn. Luke Chan sent me an email, asking me to see a slide show that he attached in the email. Sure, I had read it, and it was very touching...

When You Say, "I can't solve it..."

God tells you,"I will direct your way."

(Proverbs 3:5-6)

When you say,"It's impossible..."

God tells you,"Everything is possible."

(Luke 18:27)

When you say,"I feel all alone..."

God tells you,"Never will I leave you;
Never will I forsake you."

(Hebrews 13:5)

When you say,"I can't do..."

God tells you,"I can do everything

through him who give me strength."

(Philipians 4:13)

When you say,"I don't deserve forgiveness..."

God tells you,"I have forgiven you."

(1 John 1:9 ; Romans 8:1)

When you say,"I am afraid..."

God tells you,"Do not fear, for I am with you;

I will strengthen you and help you."

(Isaiah 41:10)

When you say,"I am tired..."

God tells you,"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened,

and I will give you rest."

(Matthew 11:28-30)

When you say,"No one really loves you..."

God tells you,"I love you"

(John 3:16 ; 13:34)

When you say,"I don't know how to go on..."

God tells you,"I will show you the path"

(Psalm 32:4)

When you say,"What path does God have for me..."

God tells you," My Beloved son, Jesus Christ."

(1 Timothy 2:5 ; Acts 4:12 ; John 3:16)

And When you want to know what God want to tell you...

Read Bible

( 2 Timothy 3:15-17)

Many non-believers asked me, why I wanted to find a university which near my church but why dint I find other universities that had better ranking in UK. Its very hard to explain to them if they dont know about the truth...I had experienced many testimonies that showed God is beside me...When I had problems, HE will guide me and help me...

Tired~~~

Leicester Choir

I was just came back from Leicester...The status of my body now is just left 20% energy and I think after I wrote this blog, its 10% left...

Starting from this morning, Leicester Church is now having a Spiritual and Evangelistic Convocation/Meeting for 3 days onward...For sure, I attended it today, actually I had been to Leicester yesterday to attend the sabbath service and the fellowship which were leaded by Elder. Ho from Taiwan, and he will be there for the convocation...After the fellowship, I stayed back at Bro.Kwok house with a Taiwan truthseeker, John Lin. For me, I just stayed a night there because Monday I have class at 9am, but, John will stay there 2 night, means that now he is at Bro.Kwok house...Haha..Its very difficult to the members from Taiwan and China because they dont understand Cantonese and for most of the UK churches are using Cantonese as their main language, so sometimes, they dont know what the Decon or Preacher said...Normally at Leicester Church, they just use Cantonese and English....

Today morning, I woke out about 9am, then I cleaned up myself, waiting for Bro.Kwok prepare to go to church because we had to follow him to church...When I reached the church, quite many people there and Dn.Luke was having a sermon...Then, the programmes went on until 740pm...During the speakers giving sermon, I was very tired, dont know why I felt so tired, maybe I had a long time dint attend any spiritual meeting...For sermon sessions, it just have 7 hours only in a day, same like Malaysia, but why I will feel so tired and cant concentrate at the sermon?

After the lunch, there was Leicester Choir presentation, quite good especially the last hymn they sang, Hymn 198...I had touched by that hymn...Ermm, I hope I can join their choir, but normally the choir practise is on Sunday and I just go to Leicester on Saturday, means that if I want to join them, I have to go to Leicester the next day or stay at a church member house...In UK, we cant stay at church, because church is a public place or a religion assembly place, so if there are people stay at the church, the church has to pay land tax...Thats why I cant join them...Hoping here is Malaysia...haha...Miss the Kajang Choir la...

After having dinner, I rushed to the railway station to go back to Birmingham, fortunately, I got it in time, however...Haiz...there was no train anymore, but I thought that still have it, actually the ticket I bought from the counter is a coach ticket...Walao, I had waited at the railway platform for a few minutes until I missed the coach...ZzzZ...The next coach was after an hour, so I had to wait for an hour...During the hour, I was blaming God that why I still met this kind of situation? Because of I attended the spiritual meeting, I went back late...I was also thinking that next time, if there is a convocation like this, should I attend again? Is it worth? These thinkings just appeared in my mind in sudden, but I tried to stop thinking of it...Pray in heart, asking God to stop these thinkings...Its worth, because I had learned a lot of things about the truth and the words of God...The wisdom from God is better than the wisdom from world....

After an hour, the coach came and I aboarded it...Inside the coach, there was a toilet there, very good facilities right? The journey from Leicester-Nuneaton-Birmingham, took me about 1hour and 40minutes...I was very tired that time and I was worrying whether there are still buses to my hostel...Thanks God, still have it...

We have to thank God for everything...Because of his guidance, I am here, come back safety and healthy...When we are in trouble, we have to think about God, and also when we are in normal situation....Today sermons are mostly talking about human need to listen to the words of God so that they will not be hungry, for members, we have to keep our faith and our heart, because our heart are the Temple of God, keep it firmly and dont let it fall down...Please refer to 1 Kings Chap. 6 and 7.....These 2 chapters are the things I learned the most....

Recent Life @ Birmingham~~~

Last week, I went to Birmingham City Centre alone to go around the city and "shun bian" bought bus ticket for a year...In the city centre, sure, got a lot of people there, but the most crowded is at a coffee shop (dont know what its name), as a human being, I sure went near the shop and had a look...Rupa-rupanya, there was a book author was having a sign-book activity, and many people were quiet up there to let her (I think) to sign on their book...Now only I remembered that many book author like to have these kind of activity at book store or coffee houses, but I never saw this activity held at coffee shop in Malaysia...Maybe had, but I never see it before...In Malaysia, normally the book authors will have this activity in book store such as Popular, Bolder and etc...They wont go to coffee shop which also called "Kopitiam" to have it...

After that, I went to Chinatown to look for corn flour and tom-yam paste...I like tom-yam very much but...because of the price, I gave up to buy it...I bought sesame oil and dark soya sauce at the chinatown...After I paid these things, I asked the shopkeeper that whether they had "yellow noodle" or "oily noodles", then they showed me the way, I was regret to see it because it really very expansive than I thought...1 small pack cost nearly about 2 pounds...Walaoooooo.....then nearby, I saw meatball and fishballs, lagi mahal...(-.-)'''

I walked out the shop and went around the place to have a look like that...Another "shun bian", I looked at the job advertisement..They are listed in Mandarin, for sure, cause it is at Chinatown what...Most of the job are waiters, kitchen helpers and even got babysister...Last time, I saw an advertisement, a woman or girl wanted to find a man who suit to her requirement to be her husband or boyfriend...when I saw it, the only thing I can say is...GENG!!! So open-minded society...

Then, I went to indoor market where is near the chinatown, inside the indoor market, got many stalls selling different things such as meat, fishes, veges and etc...Therefore, I just walked around the market to see the prices of their things so that I can compare it with the supermarket...If cheaper than the supermarket, I will buy it from here next time because all the meat nad fishes there are fresh...I dint buy anything from there...haha...

Then, I went to CD shop to help Wei Lun to find his idol CD, Westlife, but sorry dude, I cant find it, dont know why...Then I went back to my hostel...Quite boring ler, this blog....Nothing to write but have to write somethings, so that my friend wont complain that I am inactive my blog...Haha...Just kidding ba...

PS: Wanna move out from my hostel because all my friends stay outside except me...but no housemates to share a house...haiz...just waiting the time to come...haha...

Duty~~~Footprints~~~

http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=YQ5IlwWu5fs

I will keep my promise, do my duty....

This is not the song played in this flash but is another song that I learned at my church....very touching....this clip make me felt that I am so sinful, I dint preach gospel to other people and ask them to come to church...I also think that can I stand firmly until the God come....this is very good clip....

There are somemore flash video which are same people made this clip...www.honghaeng.net

http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=X3JS6mer34A

This clip is call "Footprint"..It make me think a song sound like this:

《海边的脚印》

以为一生都是独自走过，却不知主就在身边

以为一生都是孤单寂寞，却不知主随时帮助

主啊，求你带领我的一生，像那海边的脚印

哦，主啊，求你带领我的一生，像那海边的脚印

This footprint has its story:

One day, a man walked at a beach. At first, Jesus was walking with him, therefore, there are two persons' footprints at the beach. After a while, when the man looked back, he just saw a person footprints behind him, therefore he asked Jesus, "Why you leave me alone and let me walking alone?" Then Jesus answered him, "Look downward...", so the man did so. Then the man realised that Jesus was carrying him along the way, the footprints behind him were not his footprints, but was Jesus...

This story tell me that, Jesus is always abide with us, He wont leave us alone and He will guide us until the end...When we meet problems, He will help us and when we fall down, He will support us with His hand....Thanks God, I had experienced it all....

Life @ Birmingham~~~

An Old Church in the Birmingham City Centre

My Campus (TIC)

My class had started yesterday and I was very tired every time I came back from my campus...This is because my campus is far from my hostel, I need to take bus to there about 10 minutes (if fast) and need to walk about 10 minutes then only reach my campus...Its quite tired and freezing you know...But during the lecuture, I was not feeling tired, just sleepy (just now), because I had to concentrate on what the lecture taught since I am still not very used to listen to Britist accent...However, now what they taught me are what I had learned in NIUC (my previous college) such as Macauley equations and the most subject I hated, Themodynamics...haiz...boh huat, have to study also de la..hehe....

Birmingham City Centre

Last two weeks, I went to my campus to do my enrolment, but hor...when I wanted to find out my Nilai transcript, I realised that I forgot to bring it and I left it at my Malaysia house...Then I started to pray in heart, hope that the officer can let me study at this campus...When it was my turn to enrol, I just told them the truth that I forgot to bring it...Fortunately, the officer, Simon, told me no need to worry first and then he will help me to see whether he can help me or not...Then I waited him to finish the other enrolments, and he went into an office to check whether they got the copy of my transcript...Unfortunately, after a few minutes, he told me that he needed to see the original transcript, maybe because the transcript they had is not completed...But still he let me enrol first, just halfly enrol me....Then I paid all the tuition fees and they gave me my pass and student ID and etc....When I went back to my hostel, I phoned back to my house asking my brother went to my room to check that my transcript is in my room or not...Firstly, my younger brother checked it and he said no, then my third brother check, he said yes, then I quickly asked my 2nd brother's girlfriend went to nearest CC to online so that I can send th address here to her....haiz...Thanks God, my transcript was here now....

Train to Leicester

Last weekend, I went to Leicester Church by train with a brother....Ermm....the train here is very high class and faster than KTM...Its also come on-time and leave on-time...The journey to LEicester took us 1 hour, in the train, I found out that there is toilet and the toilet can also be used by handicap or oldman who have disability...Actually, the people here is very good to the people who have disability...Everywhere in UK, you can see a special door which is for them and there is many road that can be used by them....

Street Actors

Just now, when I wanted to cross the road, the driver let me to cross first eventhough it is green light...But in Malaysia, you will only see that in small town but not in big city...haha....

Thats all for today....PS: Selamat Hari Raya to my Malay friends....Dont know how many of them are my friends...haha...Happy Holiday to my friends...haha....

Now, 7.05pm, I am at Flat 1, Room 2, Rowan House, The Coppice, Hall Residence of BCU, Perry Bar, Birmingham, just after looking at my friend, Jason Wong's (usually I call him "wo-wo" means doggy) blog, I had some strong feeling that reminding me back the time I was in Nilai International University College. The time there, now only I realised that, I took quite less photo which my classmates or friends there. However, the memories are still in my mind...Something is very good and happy, but something which make me very sad...

While looking at his blog, I was looking for my name in his blog and wanted to see what things that he will describe me...Actually I shouldn't so care about his description about me, but...This is because he was my very good friend from Sem 1 to Sem 3 or Sem 4, after that, he was slowly changed his attitude...Slowly he left us and join other groups...At that time, I haven't realise that he started to leave us and change his attitude toward us...Because, I was believe in him...After 1 day, my friends told me that he had changed, he was a person that using friends as one of his tool (finally he admitted it in his blog)...However, I was very naive that time, I still keep on advising him that although you have new friends, you shouldn't neglect your old friends, but I think that time, he was not listen to me (who I am, I just a tool for him)...

After the day I know about him, the time in NIUC was very painful and very difficult to go through....Thinking too much become my disease...I felt that every friends that I believe in, betray me, left me alone there, try to isolate me from them...But in front of me, they acted like very closed to me...I was very sad that time but who gonna come and understand me....No one....However, now the pain is cured but they let me learn 1 thing, that is, believe in yourself more than your friends...Thinking of yourself before thinking of friends...

During my last semester at NIUC, I had learned to become a "don't care" of everything about my friends there...What they had done to me, I don't care...They isolated me, I also don't care...Now I am at UK, trying to start new life here...

Although there was many thing making me very unhappy during my college life, there was still have something that made me very happy, that is I had drived car from my hometown to Nilai, with it, I can join most of the ativities that organised by my church...This made me closed to Kajang Church youths...They don't have intention to be my friend...Thanks God...God wouldn't betray us but just we will betray God...

Anyway, if you are one of my ex-college friends, I am sorry to write this feeling down, but this is what Namewee (the author of "Negarakuku") said, "tetapi ini ialah aku punya betul feeling"...However, now I don't angry with you all already, because you all had taught me a lot og things, good thing or bad things also, it will be 1 of my good memories....

1st day in Birmingham

I have nothing to say about the first week here at Birmingham because I just attend a few activities which arranged by the staff for international students. However I will try to write as many as possible. When I reached Birmingham Airport, actually I was very scare because I saw other students who passed the immigration officer will showed out their letter and I thought it was unconditional letter. Because of I dint have the unconditional letter, so I started to pray in heart, asking God to guide me. Finally its my turn, I showed him my passport and he asked me to show out my letter, so I told him that I just got conditional letter, surprisingly, he said that was what he wanted to see. Thanks God...After that, I went to take my luggages and went out the airport.

After a few minutes I walked out, a black skin girl came to talk to me, asking me whether I am student of BCU(my university name) while showing me a board written 2 names. So I answered her that I am but not one of the name on the board, and explaining that I had missed the Meet & Greet session. However, the girl said if I would like to wait for a few hours, then they will come back again to meet me. That time, I thought its too long for me, so I decided to take taxi to my hostel. Walao, the taxi took me 27 pounds, equal to RM140++...haiz...Boh huat la...haha...

When I reached my hostel, I did not know how to collect my room key so I asked a family where can I collect my key, and fortunately, the family was very friendly to me, they told me how to go but I told them that its looked very far away from my hostel. Suddenly, the daughter said she will ask her father to bring me there by car and they will look after my luggages until I came back from accommodation office. After collected, the father sent me back to my hostel and I said thank to them and they went back. I thought, this must be God who guide me, make my way going smoothly...When I am in my room, I unpacked my luggages and started looking around my flat whether there is some facilities that I can use. When I wanted to online, unfortunately, I cant online because of I dint know how to set some option...Haiz...Until tuesday night, I asked my new friend helping me to do so...

After unpacking, I went to nearest supermarket to see what things are sold there...There are quite many people there buying the perishable things, then I reminded back that my agent told me, when the supermarket wanted to close, all the things will be cheaper...No wonder there are many people buying food...After that, I called Bro.Yun Nor who staying near to my hostel to let him knew that I am here already and he told me that he will come to meet me next day to bring me go around the city like that...I was very happy that time because I am not alone here, except from God who always with me...

That night, I slept very very early, that is 7pm the time here...Perhaps is the jet lag so I slept until 4am the time here...I have nothing to do that time, so just watching some movies that I had been watched last time. Until 10am, I called Bro.Yun Nor and he said that he will come in 5 minutes, so I waited him to come...When I went in his car, he said he will bring me to warehouse to buy something, after that, he will bring me to Leicester Church...After that, I bought all the stuff that I need or he recommend me to need it. The stuff there are very cheap, 1 rice cooker is just 4.50 pounds, equal to RM27 like that...Then we went to another chinese warehouse, at there I bought some instant noodles and something chinese seasoning thing like soy sauces and oyster oil (direct translate from mandarin)....Then, we went to Leicester Church...

Leicester church is very old and big church...Inside the church is quite old but very tidy...It is as same as the old church in the movie...After service, Bro.Yun Nor said that this church actually 100 years old, and our church members bought it to become our TJC church...Then, my mouth was like an octopus..^0^...haha..Then they had tea time for all the members and some cookies to serve us...From that day I know that, the service time of UK are totally different from Malaysia...There is 2 services continuely on Saturday, and also same to Sunday...Saturday, is 1pm to 230pm like that, and 245pm to 4pm...for Sunday, 1pm to 2pm and 215pm to 3pm like that...haha...for their holy communion, they dont have it every month just like Malaysia but they have it once in the time. I dont have any comment to it because this is UK church system...

After that, Bro.Yun Nor brought me to a chinese restaurant to have our dinner, then I felt paiseh was he paid for this dinner...Thanks you, Yun Nor...Then he invited me to stay at his house for a night so that I can call back to my mother through internet and I can online too...So I put all my stuff at my room and Bro.Yun Nor also helping me to arrange my stuff...Haha...very nice la him..

Then I stayed overnight at his house and then it is the next day...

Birmingham Journey~~~

Finally, I can online and log in MSN to see who is online now, but seen now I am at Birmingham so the time between Malaysia and here are different. So all my Malaysia friends sedang tidur...ZZZ...haha...And I saw Shin Jou left me a messages saying that I am inactive my blog, but my reason is I had no time to update because I need to settle my preparation to UK, and until now, only I had time to write this blog.

On my birthday, 12th Sept, last friday, my 2nd brother fetched me from Padang Serai to KLIA, sure every1 will ask why you dint take flight from Penang to KLIA, the reason why I asked my brother to fetch to KLIA by car because, from Penang to KLIA, the flight allow me to bring no more than 20kg bags, while from KLIA to Birmingham, they allow me to bring not more than 30kg, so that means if I flied from Penang to KLIA, I can just take 20kg luggage to Birmingham. Its quite less you know.

The time we reached KLIA was just about 7pm, its too early for my flight because my flight is at 1255am midnight. This is because my brother wanted to go back earlier so he need to go to KLIA more earlier. And then, my mother and younger brother take photo with me, after an hour, my 2nd brother wanted to go, so I just said goodbye to them lor...Haiz, do you think I am crying when I said this word, actually I got a bit nia, really a bit because I saw my mother tearing lor...

Just after they leaving, a "babi hutan" come to find me and accompany me until I departed my

midnight flight, so do Ah Ngi and Han Pei, felt so happy they can come to send me...

After 7 hours flight, I reached to Dubai, at there, got many duty free things but I dint buy it because eventhough it is duty free, but its still very expansive. At there, I need to wait the flight to Birmingham for a few hours, so I just hanging around there, eat some food. I dont bear to sleep because I scare my bags will be stolen by people. At Dubai, I also lost my Mooncake given by Babi Hutan at the toilet...Haha...Paiseh...I forgot to bring it out of toilet after I used it...haiz...

Flight to Birmingham had delayed 1 hour and then to Birmingham. When I reached Birmingham, there is a lot of people queue up at the counters to let the Kastam people stamp approved my passport. Then take my luggages from the collection counter. Once I out of the airport, I felt like go into a air-cond room. So 1st thing I think is its a totally different from Malaysia weather.

Today, I just finished my 1st day orientation and met some Chinese girls from China and Malaysia too. I can online now because of the Malaysian girl help me to set up something, so thank to her. Dont think too much har....Sure you all will say so hiao or what de...Suan liao...haha...

A Vangrant Life...

Recently, I am like a vagrant, staying at different friends house, here stay a few days, there stay a few days, like a homeless people...Why I can be like that? Because of the UK VISA that I need to apply to go UK studying...It's very troublesome and need a lot of statement and provement just to get the VISA...Haiz, I just a student like I said previous blog...I thought that I had finished preparing all the statement required but, now, I haven't get any reply from the accommodation at BCU....Without it, I cant apply for VISA...My argents cant help me, the University also havent reply me...I need to wait until when wor? After the orientation? They dont know that I am very paiseh to disturb my friends already la...I am very very "fan" ler....No place to stay, no place to go....2molo I thought I can go to Sg.Wang shopping and sing K so that I can forget all my worries, but, my friends change the place, go cyberjaya...very fan....very fan now....I am thinking to give up, but...My family put a lot of hope at me...How can I give up like this? But I am worrying that I cant stand this pressure already....Help me!!!!

No Mood~~~

Long time din write blog already because I dont have internet connection at my hometown...TOday, I am very very pek cek(frustrated)...This afternoon, I just know that everything that I had done is useless...work for nothing...Everything I had done is equal to zero....My father doesnt understand me and dont want listen to my explanation...I am so so....no mood and frustrated....Better dont go....How come so messy de the thing? Why? I am just a student....why you all want to make me felt difficulties...This is a task, that is what can I think now....But still....feel so pek cek.........

2 Years Adi...The End of Nilai Life

Recently, my friends who had read my blog told me that,"Your blog is boring la, please add some pictures." So I try to find out some pictures that I can add in. During the process, I found out a lot of pictures that my friends and I took in this 2 years here. In these 2 years, I know some funny coursemates and friends...

Funny Fariz is the person who make me can't forget him becasue he is very nice and happy-go-lucky eventhough people make fun with him..Sometimes, I am so pity of him because people always make fun with him, but since he like this way to make friends, I have not idea with it...This is the most "YENG" hairstyle among us

Mohd. Fariz

For me, I had learned many thing in these 2 years, learn how to drink alcohol, how to increase my EQ, and blar bla bla.....

I got alot of pictures, but its 2 many adi....so next time onli I add more...

PS: Please leave comment for me cause I want to know whether I put the pictures nicely onot, Thank

Decision

Last post I wrote is confusion, I had confused about whether want to go Australia or UK or stay in Malaysia. Now it is the time I had made my decision. My decision is going to Birmingham City University. However, I am not yet sure that whether I can go or not since I havent finish my diploma yet I havent get my VISA. It's very complicated to get VISA to UK, so please pray for me.

Actually after a week I wrote the previous post, my father suddenly called me and asked me about applying for studying in UK, then without a doubt, I replied him I already applied and just wait for their reply only. After that, I only realised that I am still thinking of want to go or not, but now, I told my father that I want to go already, so this decision I made without a proper thinking. Perhaps because my parents want me go studying at UK just after I told them last time when I went back home. So, now no regret, just hope everything will fine there lor....hhe....

Confusion

Actually this blog I cannot write it first since my UK university offer letter hven come yet but I write this blog now because I wanna keep the feeling which I will face when I wanna to decide to go UK or stay at Malaysia.

Just now, I chatted with my friend and he told me that what will we do before I leave Nilai, go sing K, yamcha and etc. These things make me want to stay in Malaysia because there is a lot of things that make my heart to stay, a lot of memories and etc, which confuse my decision to go oversea. Haiz...If I stay, I can stay more longer with them and attending the church activities with my dear churchmates. Although in UK, I can also join their activities but in different situation and environment. A totally brand new life there, no bus can go bck home, just flight that can bring me home but cant go bck every semester break. This will confuse me to make decision.

I dont mean that I scare brand new life, but I just scare I cant suit the environment there, cold and the education is high level which I scare I cant follow up the syllabus. A lot of things that I have to consider before going there. Because of UK can give me good education, I choose to go there but......Haiz.....Only God will guide me.....Pray hard lor....

What do I really need? A good education or good friendship? Stay here, I can stay longer with my dear friends, go oversea, I can get good education...What to choose? Remember last time when I came to Nilai, I got this kind of feeling too, feeling desparate, lonely, but fortunately I got my brother's friend here so he intro his frens to me so that I wont be lonely here. Therefore, I think that God arrange all of it, so God will also arrange a better way for me to go...

Leadership Training Camp

Last weekend, I had attended a camp called leadership training camp as a counsellor at PJ church. This is my 1st time be a counsellor for my church so I was very tired after the camp. The theme for this camp is to train our junior youth of our church to be a good leader so that after they grow up, they can lead our church. This camp is just 3 days and 2 night camp, there is 43 students and 20 counsellor. You're not read wrongly, but is really 20 counsellors from 5 churches. Its too many counsellors there, is more than the counsellor for theolo.

During the camp, actually I learn a lot of things, such as being a counsellor is not very easy, you had to wake up earlier than the participants and help to prepare the food for them and etc. In this camp, I had also joined the activities that the organizer arranged to the participants and to guild them to have fun in these activities. They're junior so they are so active until I have no energy after joining them but they still have the energy to play around. In this camp, I had also learned that before doing somethings, I have to do preparation. I was asked to arrange the transportation to the tressure hunt for the participants but because of my mistake in communication, I had made a driver come to church in early morning without nothing. Haiz...I really very sorry about that.

During the camp, I learned some activities that really very meaningful for teenagers today, and also me. The objective for these activities are to train the participants to be patience, responsible, reliable, confidence and etc. For example, there is a tressure hunt for this camp, in this tressure, you can see how the patience of the participants and the co-operation of them. While the leaders, in this game, you may see their responsible and reliable for their teamates. At this time, I was very tired because I had been long time I dint exercise but had to walk around the park to find the clues for the game. Now my leg is muscle-paining....haiz....But its quite fun la....hehe....

However, I had hear my friend who is one of the counsellors and had experient doing counsellor told me that, this camp is the worst camp that he never joined because the objective for this camp is wrong already and the arrangement is also wrong. What is the real abojective for this camp? Is it to train to youth be a good leader in real world or in church? If it is in church, then the organizer should arrange more prayer session for the participants to pray for Holy Spirit, because the main requirement for being a leader in church is Holy Spirit, so the objective is wrong. While the counsellors are too many already until some counsellors joined this camp is just for fun and play or tackle girls only. Thinking of play, I think he was talking about me cause in this camp, I was playing around and not doing the work that a counsellor should do...I think....haha....

Overall, I think this camp is quite good but it still need improvement since it is the first time organised this camp. Such as rules and main objective should be clear. I shouldn't complain this camp since I was a newbie for being counsellor, but after listening to my friend, I realised that a counsellor is not that easy.

从来没有用华语来写部落格，今天就用华语来告诉你们我如今的心声吧。。。最近，四川的大地震、缅甸的大暴风、加上中国之前的雪灾和西藏的暴乱，令到世界的和平亮了红灯，难道这就是世界末日的征兆吗？以前，我们马来西亚的人民说：“马来西亚是一个和平、平安的国家，不会有天灾、地灾或人祸等等。”但是，无可否认，在前几年的年尾，马来西亚沿海地带都被海啸而侵列，虽然我国的死亡人数不比其他国家，如：苏门答腊、巴里岛...但这海啸是我国有史以来就大的天灾，也是我国人民认为不可能发生的天灾。所以，我们现在活在一个不平安的世界里，因此，我们应该互相帮助，捐出我们的爱心来帮助那些灾民吧，正如如果灾难发生在我们的身上时，我相信他们也会帮我们的。

前两个星期，我班上的一位来自缅甸的同学，在我们正在上课的时候，拿着一个箱子来到我们的班上向我们要捐款，因为那时缅甸遇到大风灾，没想到只过了一个星期，四川省的人民受到7.8级地震的折磨，直到现在，那些灾民还在折磨当中，令人担心不已。所谓：“患难见真情”，在这个灾难中，我们可以看到母爱的伟大，报章有报道说有位妈妈为了让她的孩子活下去，到死了还在哺乳她的婴孩。我看了这报章，我真的感动不已。也有一位老师，为了保护他的学生，用自己的身体来阻挡倒塌的建筑物压到学生，这也让我感动。所以啊，既然有人为了救人而牺牲了自己的生命，也在所不辞，那么为何我们不能捐出我们的少许来帮助他们那些还活着的呢。。。

听到报导说现在活着的难民也正在受苦中，因为那里没水、没食物可喝、可食，所以为了生存，有些甚至喝尿和吃餐巾纸维生，如果换是我，我也会这样做。现在，我们能做的，就是为他们祷告和捐款，或是捐出你们的爱心和力量，到灾区帮助这些无助的人民。在教会，执事倒在鼓励我们信徒捐款给那些难民，也鼓励我们要为他们祷告，求神帮助他们，所以就让我们捐出我们的爱心吧。。。

Recently, I was addicted to an online game so I always sleep at late of the night, however, I still manage to study and attending classes including morning classes...I was addicted until I have no time to concentrate in my final project and my life. Everytime when I was free or feel bored, I will start playing this online game. Last time, I always advise my friends who like to play online game to leave the computer, dont addict to this kind of online games but now, I was the one who addict to it...Its very funny right? How the creator of online game can manage to attract or let the gamer been "addicted" to it? I, as a player of it, also dunno why? But its really fun la...haha...

For me, this kind of games such as, leveling or some kind of RPG games, I wont play so long 1 because I am an impatience guy who lazy to leveling my character until the end, every1 level high but just me, level low, so I will give up this game...thats me....Haha...Dunno this attitude is good or not...Perhaps good in something,bad in something...Impatience is the worst thing in my attitude, wanted to change but still the same. Anyway, thats me...I can only say that to comfort myself...haha....

Recently, I also kept on searching about UK and Australia universities and I think it is the time to prepare a proposal to my dad who is my financial supplier. Just now, I already asked my senior who study at UK now about the life there and the burget at there...The currency of UK now are dropped so go to UK or Australia are the same...No different..

Meanwhile, I also busy with choir practice every weekend at my church so after service, I will attend the Youth Class and choir practising. Therefore, until the practice finish only I go bck to Nilai. Previous semester, when I came here, I actually have interest in choir practise but because of no people accompany me to go back to Nilai, so I just follow the other go back after the church service. Choir Practice increasing myy faith toward my God and the lyrics are meaningful to me so I start loving choir practising.

Blog is like a short diary where you can write your life and your feeling at blog. So I just write what I am feeling now so it will be quite messy with the arrangement of my sentences. Starting from 2nd semester, I have a nickname who given by a Indian guy at my class, this nickname is "SpongeBob". I dunno what he gave this nickname to me, perhaps because of I am softing and that day, I wore a yellow T-shirt that make him feel I am "spongebob". Start from that day, only he calling me this name, but until last 2 semester, he called me at class and let the lecturer hear it, so the lecturer start calling this nickname whenever he meet me, and so do some students at the class....Should I be happy with it? (-.-''') Therefore, if you have my friendster address, you will see 2 spongebob at my comment place, that is my fren post it there...Anyway, I dun mind it cause nickname is quite good because with this nickname, people will remember you for a long time, but if the nickname is very mean to it, stop calling the nickname, ok? Think about the feeling of the person you are calling.

Last night, while I wanna sleep, I dunno why I am keeping on thinking the word of "friendship". Everyone has friends, no wonder it is human or pet or a thing, friend is some kind of 'thing" that will make you happy or comfort. For me, the defination of friendship is those who understand you and will make you comfort and happy, and also believe each other...You would like to sacrify your time to give advices or help your friends and sometimes, share your problems to them...For me, every closed friends, I also can share my things to them...I don care what it is about...

Making a friend have to sure that you are using your heart, truly heart, not just for some kind of benefits then only we make friends...That's wrong, it can hurt your friends who truely want to become your friends. Its like other form of "betraying"...I met 1 of this kind of friend, but perhaps I was misunderstand him, however, since he or she don give me an explanation although I gave him many chances, this make me think that he or she is not appreciate me...So watever...Make friends because of some benefits, thats truly A**hole....haha....

I had also met 1 kind of friends, thats because they scare to "give out"( 付出）, so they scare to receive（接受) ...Friends give something to you mean that they want to share their things to you and they are really want to give out without repay back...Its true you know...But some will misunderstand me, thinking that I am so stingy and think that I want them to repay back to me...But I am not like that, I just wanna them to appreciate what I give out and remember me while I leave them...Thats all...Why people want to think this kind of way ler? yes, I admit that I sometimes, very stingy but that time I was out of burget, so I need to save money and very "annoy"...Haiz...Because they don understand me, so they misunderstood me...I told them before but still they wont remember and they are not trying to understand me either....While for me, I will keep on asking questions to my friends so that I can know more about them, but they think that I am annoying...Perhaps is my communication got problems kot...haha....Sorry lor....Paiseh....

Today, my lecturer told me in university, there is 2 type of lecturer, first one is those lecturers that very open-minded who can accept your complain and your critic with a humble heart. This kind of lecturers are good and if you meet this kind of lecturer, you will learn many things and you will become more interest at what they are teaching you. Another type is lecturers that cant accept your complain or critic, if you are not satisfying them or fight with them, your exam result will very dangerous...this type I called it as "small gas" lecturer, but if you want to get a good result, you can go find him and saying something nice to them like that lor....Pai ma pi...hehe.....

But for me, there is 1 more type of lecturers that are very dangerous, that is those who pretending to be open-minded, asking your opinion or critics, but actually, they are not...They are actually belong to type B, small gas lecturers...I met one lecturer is like that, I told him the truth about the lecturers for our college, but after that, my result for their subjects, are not very high....although I put a lot of afford on it...still the same...dunno why this kind of people living at this world...haiz...suan ler ba...let it be...hehe....

Thats all I write for today, I will continue to write my blog eventhough a few people come and really read my blog...I am here would like to thank to those who read my blog and give comments to me...I will appreciate what you all comment to me...thank...

After I saw my friend's photo which they post at friendster or facebook, it make me feel jealous about my friends who study at oversea and I hope I can go the place they are now studying or staying. Like one of my friend is now staying at Canada and she took a lot of photos which record her life at Cananda...Wow, it's owesome....snow, beautiful park, old building or historical building which are gorgeous and etc....After I saw this kind of pictures, I really wanted to go to Canada for studying or living there (this is impossible), because in Malaysia, I think you cant find out a beautiful park or historical building that are gorgeous and especially you are impossible to see snow droping from the sky, perhaps in the future I can see it since our weather now is changing....because of our ozone layers are getting thinner....So love the nature guys....haha...

Actually I got the chance to go oversea study since my father told me that he want to send me to oversea study, but the problems are I am now confusing about should I change my course to chemical engineering or continue to take mechanical engineering for my degree after I graduate my diploma in mechanical....The fact I confuse is if I do my degree in chemical, I have to spend 3 years for my degree, meanwhile, if I do my degree in mechanical, I have only to spend 2 years to complete it....But I more like chemical engineering than mechanical....Sommore the university which can let me study chemical engineering are quite a few and most of these university are not closed my church, True Jesus Church....So I really donno how to choose....Let my God to decide....

For me, as I told you previous blog, I like to go UK than Australia, but now, I dont care already since anywhere are the same...2 years at Uk cost about 200k, it's also same at australia...So its not the big deal....haha....So its just depend on my father lor, since the money is from him not from myself...haha....

its been a few weeks I dint update my blog, but eventhough I update, I think few people will come and read my blog. However, I still continue writing blog since its a good thing or good way to kill my leisure time...

I'm just came back to Nilai from my hometown last saturday by car, Proton Iswara Aeroback, since I had 2 weeks holidays...Its a old car already but as it can move, I already appreciate liao lor....In this 2 weeks holidays, most of the time I just stay at home la, only i will go out yam cha when my friends ask me go...Meanwhile, I also used 1 day of my holidays spending at clubbing...This is my 1st time go the clubbing, my friends ask me to go there since I never go clubbing be4...In the clubbing house (the name is Mois), there was crowded you know, wanna find a table to put our alcohol also cannot, after a few minutes, we only can use a little space corner to put our things. As my friends told me before, the music was aloud until my heart was follow the tempo of the music...Inside there, my friends started dance liao la, then only I start dance....Haha....Cant imagine how I dance ler....I also dunno how I dance pun....hehe....After I drank some alcohol, I dance more "open" and my body is totally follow the music and I cant control it...Dance, dance, dance....until 3am in the morning, the clubbing house wanna closed liao so we came out la...But 1 of my friends, girl 1 wor, was totally drunk until unconsciously...Only I can tell you her "taufu" was eaten by a guy from 1 of us....Not me har....Another guy who go in the clubbing house with us....I cant do anything with him since....haiz....whatever la...

After I brought her back to my friends apartment with my other friends, she is starting shout "Ah~~~~Ah~~~~~Ah~~~~" sound....Walao, people hear it also 'beh syok"....But I dun care since I got a little bite drunk liao so....I slept....Until next morning, I drave my car back to my house lor....Here I wanna tell you especially girls, if you wanna go to clubbing, can, but dun drink until drunk...Its very dangerous...Or if you wanna drunk, can, go with the friends that you are trusted the most, if can, girls friends....

The day before I come back to Nilai, I attend my friend's grandpa' funeral...But when I saw my friend, she is smiling at me and all my friends are gathered there and just like we are having gathering there...Its this good??

Whatever la...this is about my holiday la...Quite boring ler....Nothing much happen at my hometown la...