Father (Part 3)~~~

I shouldn't ask my parents for suggestion, because everytime end up with an arguement, since they don't really understand me especially my father...

I just finished my call with them and I was so sad and disappointed that my father still do not understand my needs and my thinking, although I had told them about my plan. If I go back to Malaysia, I plan to use 3 months times to serve God...However, I don't think this gotta work now because my father will force me to find a job...Why he has such small faith in God? He supposes to feel happy about me, but unfortunately, he won't let me do that...Maybe I just stay back in UK, escape from my father, is not a bad idea...I believe that God will guide me when I make the decision...

What should I do? What should I do? Am I confident to myself that I can survive in UK by doing part time?