BeLieVe~~~

Here is the situation I met yesterday afternoon:

My best friend, A, and best friend, B, are really really closed to each other for years, which mean, they trust each other better than me. Therefore, if I told A that B had done something wrong, A will trust whatever B explains to A, and refused to trust me...What will you feel if you are me? Well, first of all, I kind of sad and disappointed...

Well, these two best friends of mine always claimed that they know me very well, critising my thinking is so shallow...Well, I admit that my thinking is shallow but doesnt mean my thinking is incorrect...Plenty of times, they think that my opinion/point of views are always incorrect for them...Is this mean they have prejudice to me?

These few year, I found out that our relationship is quite weird, everything we have conversation, we will end up our conversation with arguement, but why? Yesterday afternoon, finally I realised that, they have support from one another, which make them think that their POV are better than me...

After this thought, a question suddenly comes to my mind, which is "Why they never think from my aspect?"...They dint claim that they had already thought whatever I had thought, but did they?

Although it is a small conflict, I had finally realised all these reasons...Kind of ironic, right? They just trust one another but not other...Eventhough "BELIEVE" has a "LIE" in the between, why you just wont listen to my explanation which is true? Ain't I your best friend too? Anyway, things happen, its happen...

PS: Please don't mind me wrong, I am not angry, but just wondering...Between friends, there are also comparison...Ironic...

Colour~~

Recently, there was many thing happen in Malaysia, politic, religion, social and etc...Therefore, one of my facebook friend posted a video from Youtube, which is the Petronas Commercial for Merdaka Day 2009...It was about the kids have colour blind because they wont care about races when come to friend...Well, actually I was so impress on this commercial because it was really made a good point for us...However, I suddenly came out a thought that when the kids have grown up, what will happen?

We, human, always change from time to time, our thoughts will be effected by the environment, which mean when we'd grown up, our thoughts will keep on changing all the time...According to my experience, in Malaysia, actually we have colour blind, we can achieve the united country, but what happen to my time, in education, it seem like the government kept on throwing the "colour" to non-bumiputera/puteri and putting a "colourful spectacles" on the bumiputera...The government kept on using the word "bumiputera sahaja" in some sort of application for education/scholarship...Why? Like MARA, why only bumiputera can apply? Matrikulasi, why most of them are bumiputera? JPA, why it is so hard for non-bumiputera to apply compare to bumiputera? Arent our parents paying the same taxes to government? Arent we are "MALAYSIAN"? (Please think it in education view, not in political view...I scare I will be caught by our government...XDXD)

When we (non-B) are walking on the road of education, we can feel that our bodies are painted by different "colours"...The longer we walk, the more colour we can get...At the end, we are buried by the colours...However, now a day, there are some private fields and countries seem like they like the "colour" of our bodies...They think that we are "beautiful" and "artistic", and aceept us to be one of them...After we had been accepted, our government will stand out and saying,"who is the one putting these colours on your bodies? You all should thank me for that, so come back and repay me..." Well, it seem like its too late to say that...

After reading this post, you will ask why you are writing this? Well, I am not so care about politics, just I felt so unfair in this kind of matter...We are one of the country, we are following the liberty of the country, we pay the same bill, but what we get are "colour"...Here is the video from Youtube by Yasmin Ahmand...

PS: Hopefully the government will improve in this way first instead of the politic...XDXD

A Funny Journey Back from Leicester~~~

Every weekend, or I should say, almost every Saturday I will attend Sabbath Service at Leicester church, and normally, I will either close my eyes or enjoying the view outside the train (although I had already taken this trip for plenty of time...) However, I never had a funny trip like today...

Well, as usual, I woke up at 10.30am to prepare myself to go to church...But today, because of the weather (the road outside is covered by thick snow...), I came out a feeling that I don't want to go...However, after I was scolded by my faith, I decided to go...Thanks God, it was not as cold as I thought, but still cold...Thanks God again, the train was not canceled, so I took the train to Leicester...From Leicester station, I walked in a cold weather (-3'C) for about 25 minutes...On the way, light hail was falling, but I just don't care anything and kept walking to the church...It was a good experience walking on the snow, and I think I know how to walk on the snow without slipping...XDXD...

During the sermon, preacher talked about faith, we should steadfast on our faith to God without questioning, just like the 3 friends of Daniel...When the Nebuzaddezar (don't know I spell it wrong or not?) asked them to worship the idol of gold, but they steadfast on their faith, and answered him without explanation...This mean that when we come to faith, we shouldnt explain anything or questioning...Just believe because when we explain, we might losing our faith...Interesting sermon...After the service, we had a sabbath fellowship, which was quite boring...XDXD...but I did enjoyed chatting with them...

The most interesting part was during the journey back from Leicester...Well, when the train started to move for a while, suddenly I heard a old lady, spoke loudly to a young boy...After I looked at the reaction of the young boy (cleaning his mouth...), I knew that he vomited on the floor...I am not sure whether he vomited on the lady or not, but I am sure he ate potatoes for his dinner...XD...Well, when he vomited, his friend immediately turned his face to the opposite direction from him, pretending dont know him...What a WORST-FRIEND-EVER...After that, the lady kept on saying something I can hear, and asking the boy to vomit on a plastic bag...All the passengers around him kept away from the puke, and for sure, covered their noses...No one gave the boy tissues or covered the puke with newspaper...They just let the puke stayed there...Somemore, the kids near the kids kept on mocking on the boy (although I dont really care about what kids said, the parents should know that it was not a manner...) I cant help him because it was way to far from me...XDXD

After a while, the kids came to their parents, and they told their parents it was not good to drink alcohol (I felt funny on it, because everyone in UK, like to drink, when they grow up, they will know drink is good...XD) From this incident, I came out a thought that the UK people:

Dont know how to handle this situation...In Msia, normally we will use newspaper to cover it so that the smell will not spread over the cabin...

They just don't care about what their kids say in the public, although the kids are doing something inappropriate...

After that, I walked from B'ham to the bus stop, and on the way, I heard a man shouted,"FXXK the cop!!!"...Then I heard a short conversation between a little girl with her mom:

Mom: What's the man shouting?
Little Girl: FXXK the cop, mom..
Mom: Don't say the word...

Funny, very funny...Haha...Kid is always that cute...What they heard, they will learn, so speak properly in front of the kids...XD

Well, this is a funny journey from Leicester to Birmingham, although you might not feel funny...

PS: This morning, I had a delicious prawn mayonnaise sandwiches...It was just 99p (RM5++)...very cheap...And I heard that there is a sister from Sabah, called Vanessa Ho, who is now studying in Birmingham, but I am not sure whether the information is true or not...

Flashback 2009~~~Looking Forward 2010~~~

Well, now it is officially Year 2010 around the world...No matter where you are, now is the starting day of 2010...However, what is my aim for my new year? Many people seem like to ask this question...What you plan to do, and how will you do to reach the aim...Well, my one and only aim is reaching the top of my faith to God...

Thinking back Year 2009, my faith was like talking on a mountainous region, up hill and down hill, but mostly down hill, because going downhill was very fast...Last December, I had a question, asking God we are human being, and we live at a place that surrounding by temptation, that's why are always tempted by the world, so can you forgive us if we follow the small temptation? (not the mortal sin...) Thanks God, He answered my question through the mouth of Preacher of my church...

Within 25-27/12/2009, I managed to attend spiritual convocation and evangelistic meeting at Leicester Church. Actually, I am planning to attend two days of the event, which are 26th and 27th, but there are no train to Leicester on 26th, so I had to stay at Bro.Alan To's house, where is located at Rugby, with his wife...This couple treated me very nice and really take care of me, but I felt quite awkward since I don't like to bother people...However, after the convocation, I had learned something, which is,"Blessing will be given to those who serve their brothers/sisters, give them food, when they need it, give them a place to stay when they need it, give them clothes when they are naked..." Therefore, they received me and God will bless them...

Back to the main point, during these two and half days, God answered my question through the word of God - Bible...The Preacher asked us that how the Serpant tempted Eve? The Serpant said,"Eat it, and you 'MAY' not die..."Well, obviously, my previous thinking is follow the small temptation which will not cause my spiritual life to death, but after this reminder, I realised that I was totally WRONG...I was so regret, and I decided to change from now...NOW NOW NOW...

Well, maybe you have this kind of experience, looking at your friends can go clubbing, celebrating Christmas with plenty of people, and etc, you will feel that why I cant join them...Or sometimes, your friends ask you to join them but you keep on rejecting them, will make you less friends, right? However, after the convocation, I really learned a lot, and reminded me a lot of thing that I had already learned it in Theolo...Thank God, He is really listening to our heart, and knows how to let us understand His will...

Talking about my faith in 2009, well, as I said, uphill, downhill...However, one thing that make me feel grace is my origin church, Padang Serai Church...My church is growing now, the kids have activities to attend, the adult members had established a choir...Hopefully they all can keep it on until the day when Jesus comes again...

Year 2010...Another good news to be told is starting from this January, Birmingham will have church service twice a month...Birmingham is second biggest city in England, but there is no TJC church at here...Therefore, we are now starting to gather all the members who work or study at Birmingham, and have a service together...Unfortunately, the time they set is on Tuesday, which is crashing with my class on Tuesday...However, only I can do is pray to God and ask God to use me if He needs me...Since all the members in Birmingham are from China, so they are hardly understand Cantonese and English...Therefore, they need a Mandarin interpretor to help them, and there is few of them can interpret from Cantonese to Mandarin, so I can help them just for sometimes....Anyway, God will tell me when He needs me...

PS: Celebrated my New Year at home by watching Scary Movie 2...XDXD