Knot is a method that fastening a thing to a ground so that it will not go out of a restricted area, just like a bot, which fastened at the seaside. The knot I am talking about is the tight between two kinds of material...One of the material is my heart...Another material is something that binding my heart and restricting my freedom...
Money
Recently, I saw my friends, posting lots of their pictures at Facebook, and suddenly, I felt that I was so pity...Why? There are many of my friends came to UK for study, but they can spend the money without thinking twice, or I should say, they are willing to buy expensive foods, expensive clothes and etc...But, for me, before buying a single thing, I need to compare this place with another place, so that I can get cheaper for that thing, even it is just cheaper few pences...Sometimes, I really wish I am a rich guy, buy whatever I want without restriction, but after thinking, if I am rich, will I still stay with God?
God
Well, as a Christian in TJC, I have a lot of rules that I should follow...I admit that sometimes, I really wish I am not a member of TJC, because it's really too many rules I have to follow, but somehow, in my deepest heart, I am still want to be one of the sons of God...I think God still want me to repent and go out to him...Every time, when I want to give up myself to the world, God will hold my hand, telling me that He still appreciate me...Everytime my faith collapses, I still appreciate the bonding between God and me...For other, they won't go to church, but for me, I want to go to church so that I can keep my faith, although it is very little faith left...From these words, you can know that I felt depress to follow the rules, which means I havent get the joy of obedience to God yet, and I am now looking for it...
Myself
My heart had been broken once, and I want to thank the guys who broke my heart, because they taught me how to be selfish...Therefore, it became a shadow in my heart when I want to know friends...Be selfish in everything, dont simply sacrify for them unless they sacrify for you first, these two things I truly learnt from them...However, these will not apply on my church friends since I believed in them more than outsider...
PS: damn emo now...
1 comments:
Rulez are not to bind us down. As we accept God as our personal Lord and saviour, our chains are gone.
He had set us free from sin, slavery of death and let us see through the dark. Stay close to the Lord and you will soon find join in being able to stay away from temptations, as the "rules" apply.
God Bless and Merry Christmas!
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