Knots of My Life~~~

Knot is a method that fastening a thing to a ground so that it will not go out of a restricted area, just like a bot, which fastened at the seaside. The knot I am talking about is the tight between two kinds of material...One of the material is my heart...Another material is something that binding my heart and restricting my freedom...

Money

Recently, I saw my friends, posting lots of their pictures at Facebook, and suddenly, I felt that I was so pity...Why? There are many of my friends came to UK for study, but they can spend the money without thinking twice, or I should say, they are willing to buy expensive foods, expensive clothes and etc...But, for me, before buying a single thing, I need to compare this place with another place, so that I can get cheaper for that thing, even it is just cheaper few pences...Sometimes, I really wish I am a rich guy, buy whatever I want without restriction, but after thinking, if I am rich, will I still stay with God?

God

Well, as a Christian in TJC, I have a lot of rules that I should follow...I admit that sometimes, I really wish I am not a member of TJC, because it's really too many rules I have to follow, but somehow, in my deepest heart, I am still want to be one of the sons of God...I think God still want me to repent and go out to him...Every time, when I want to give up myself to the world, God will hold my hand, telling me that He still appreciate me...Everytime my faith collapses, I still appreciate the bonding between God and me...For other, they won't go to church, but for me, I want to go to church so that I can keep my faith, although it is very little faith left...From these words, you can know that I felt depress to follow the rules, which means I havent get the joy of obedience to God yet, and I am now looking for it...

Myself

My heart had been broken once, and I want to thank the guys who broke my heart, because they taught me how to be selfish...Therefore, it became a shadow in my heart when I want to know friends...Be selfish in everything, dont simply sacrify for them unless they sacrify for you first, these two things I truly learnt from them...However, these will not apply on my church friends since I believed in them more than outsider...

PS: damn emo now...

Happy Holiday~~~

After a month of busy, illness and blurness, finally, it is the end of this year's assignments. Starting from now on, I will have 3 weeks holidays without going anywhere. It might be a boring holidays, but I am thinking to take 3 weeks time to calm down my mind and think about my future. After my Design Assurance's mark is very low, I lost all the confidient in my study and now, I need to think how I gonna do to "renovate" my mind to solve this problem...Well, hopefully I can get a new mind after this holidays...

Latest me...see my panda's eyes, this is the syndrome of assignments' week...

Talking about assignment, this afternoon I had an assignment to pass up, so I had to print it out...Since my assignment need to use colour printer for some pages, so I divided the colour part for the colour printer, and the rest to mono printer...Then I set for the colour printer, 1 page for 1 sheet, but I forgot to set it for the mono printer...After a long queue of waiting for the printer since there are lots of people wanted to use it, and printed my assignment...All the sequence of the mono part is messing up because it was 2 pages per sheet...In my mind," What THE...."...Since the sequence was not in order, I had to waste money to re-print it again, which mean I had to join the long queue again...The problem is the time, the due time is at 2pm, and at that time, it was 145pm, just left 15minutes...In my heart, I prayed to God to let me pass up in time, if not, I will be cut mark...Thanks God, I passed up 5 minutes before due time...

Here is the assignment I passed up today:

Vibration System

PS: This afternoon, there was sleet...XD

Germany Trip is Soaked into Water~~~

Past 2 months, I had already planned to go to Germany to attend European Spiritual Convocation, which located at Heidelberg...Therefore, I started checking the price of the flight and discussed with my friend, who study at Germany, so that I can meet her up before going to the convocation...Then I asked one of my church member about this event that who should I contact with, if I want to attend...Well, she gave me the answer after 2 weeks time and the answer was she also dint know who should I contact, so I decided to send a personal email to the person-in-chance for the event...

The person-in-chance replied my email after 3 weeks time...Well, as we know, when the departure date is getting closer, the price will increasing...Therefore, I checked again the flight ticket, and it was £70++...At this price, it still acceptable, so I need to discuss with my financial supplier, who is my parents, however, I cant contact them since I cant use my mobile call them, and they are busy attending my cousin's wedding...Until now, the price is increased to £100++...What the....Therefore, I made my decision with a cruel-hearted that I gave up this trip...I was so sad, because I was so looking forward the day I can go to Germany, but now, I have to stay at Birmingham for my holiday...Maybe this is the will of God? Anyway, I just have to accept what I have done and decided...

PS: What should I do with my Xmas holidays? Who can help me plan a trip?

Bloggie~~~

Blog is very wide-used tool in this cyber world (internet)...Many people use it to promote their products and items, to share their experience or their lives, to earn money from advertisement in others products and etc...However, I never heard about people use blog as a teaching tool...Well, I have a friend who is now using this tool to teach his students instead of using it as a diary...

He writes all the assignments that he gave to his students and uploads his teaching slides that he had taught in his classes at his blog and asks his students to go to his blog to get the information. Besides that, he is also asking his students to create a blog and he will link them in the blog. Then, he will ask his students to post some passages in their own blog, in English, so that he can read their posts and give some comments on their posts...Well, I forgot to say that, he is an English teacher, who is now teaching at Taiwan...He is a PHD student, who study at Birmingham, and now he is doing research on this method (teaching via blog) in Taiwan...Only I can say is, this research is brilliant...

Just now, I had visited one of his website, which is VoiceThread, and inside the website, it is like a presentation, there are slides show, but with VOICE on the show...It is not live, but is a voice record...This mean you can record your voice, and upload the slides and the sound clip together...It was surprising me, because it is really like a presentation ON-LINE...Well, maybe I am so outdated, so I dont know anything about this website. However, Internet is really a good tool to be used in everything...

PS: After watching the slides show, I found out the level of English in Taiwan is quite low...I dont mean to insult them, but its true...The vocabulary they learn in UNIVERSITY is like a secondary level in Malaysia...Well, maybe they are not focus on English during their secondary level...