Special Feeling~~~

Last 3 days, I was boring so I decided to loiter around the cyber world, and suddenly, I clicked on a photo of my friend...When I looked at the picture, I had a weird feeling from my heart, and make me wanted to see more of her pictures...I kept on looking at her photo for a few minutes, and after I closed the window, I missed the photo and wanted to see it again and again...Well, I think I was shot by a Cupid...I tried to avoid this feeling because I am not ready to get a relationship, although I should get one since I "never" had one...Well, after I had a properly thought, she and me, wont happen...Who is she? That's the secret I never tell (copied from Gossip Girl...XDXD)

This feeling followed me after that until NOW, I still miss the picture (avoid to say "her")...I am missing her, want to start a relationship with her, but thinking of reality, my study, and all the things I have to consider, I dont think it is a good idea...Well, maybe this is just a short term feeling, after a week, I think I will okay with it...

I am, once, have this kind of feeling, not through picture, but in person...She was in front of me, and I did do action by asking her phone number, but she rejected...Well, it was ages ago, still very small that time to get a girl number...After few month, we met up again, and the feeling was totally gone...No feeling to her, but a bit hatred, not because of she rejected me, but because of her attitude...Well, it was a fortunate I think that she rejected me...XDXD

Well, now, I feel so empty, nothing can cheer me up...Looking at the pictures will make me weird, so I decide stop looking at it...

PS: Actually I want to write this post in Mandarin, but I am not used to it...