Farmer Sons~~~

There were an old farmer has two sons, called Alan and Longman, and before he past away, he told his sons,"half of my farm is belong to Alan, and the other half, is belong to Longman, but you two have to stay together and take care of each other farm..." After that, he closed his eyes and rested in peace.

After the farmer past away, the two sons did whatever the old man told them to do. One day, Longman was out of fertilizers and wanted to borrow some from Alan, but Alan was not at home. Therefore, he just took the fertilizers from Alan's warehouse and put into his farm. When Alan came back to home, he found out that some of his fertilizers were gone, so he thinks it must be his brother took it, therefore, he just let it be...

After Longman found out that his brother don't mind about his fertilizers, he took it again and again even though his brother was in home. Finally, Alan felt lost of his fertilizers for so many times, he decided to ask Longman stop to do that...However, Longman replied him,"Do you really mind that few packs of fertilizers? We are one family, and we should not mind such a small thing..." Alan replied,"Aren't we agree that we take care of each other farm? Well, I don't mind you take few packs, but not that much...I had already tolerated your action for few times, but still you didn't learn from it...I am your family, thats why I tell you the truth of my feeling..."

From the story, what have you learned? Judge yourselves...

Special Feeling~~~

Last 3 days, I was boring so I decided to loiter around the cyber world, and suddenly, I clicked on a photo of my friend...When I looked at the picture, I had a weird feeling from my heart, and make me wanted to see more of her pictures...I kept on looking at her photo for a few minutes, and after I closed the window, I missed the photo and wanted to see it again and again...Well, I think I was shot by a Cupid...I tried to avoid this feeling because I am not ready to get a relationship, although I should get one since I "never" had one...Well, after I had a properly thought, she and me, wont happen...Who is she? That's the secret I never tell (copied from Gossip Girl...XDXD)

This feeling followed me after that until NOW, I still miss the picture (avoid to say "her")...I am missing her, want to start a relationship with her, but thinking of reality, my study, and all the things I have to consider, I dont think it is a good idea...Well, maybe this is just a short term feeling, after a week, I think I will okay with it...

I am, once, have this kind of feeling, not through picture, but in person...She was in front of me, and I did do action by asking her phone number, but she rejected...Well, it was ages ago, still very small that time to get a girl number...After few month, we met up again, and the feeling was totally gone...No feeling to her, but a bit hatred, not because of she rejected me, but because of her attitude...Well, it was a fortunate I think that she rejected me...XDXD

Well, now, I feel so empty, nothing can cheer me up...Looking at the pictures will make me weird, so I decide stop looking at it...

PS: Actually I want to write this post in Mandarin, but I am not used to it...

Life's Brief Candle~~~

As my title of this post says, life is really a brief candle...Its short and fragile, when the wind blows, the light will disappear...Since the day I came back to UK, I received 2 sad news, one is about my dearest church member, and another one is about my primary schoolmate had past away in an accident...

Well, I admitted that I din't really feel sad about my ex-classmate because we were not that close after we graduated from primary school...However, I felt pity to her and her family, because she was just 21 years old, still very young for me, and her family was very sad for losing her...Actually, we are living in God's will...God gives us what He thinks is the best for us, and guides us so that we won't lost our ways...

Actually, I did mentioned her in my previous post, it was about the last time we met up, and what she said to me that time...In the post, I had the last conversation we had that time, and it had me unforgetable memory...Please refer to this link: http://louisblogs.blogspot.com/2009/02/blog-post.html

Maybe because our connection between she and me are not very strong since we seldom met up, so I din't feel very sad, or any strong feeling...When I received a message from my friend, saying that she was died in a tragedy, the first thing I felt was....Nothing, not sad, no happy, my heart was very peace...I din't feel it was unacceptable news because I think this is her time to go, although she was very young...For me, I don't know what will happen tomorrow, so what I need to do now is to follow what God asks me to do, and to take care of myself careful as my life is not only mine, but God and my family...According to the newspaper, she was flushed by a strong flow water when she played water at the below of the waterfall...

Accident, tragedy, disaster and many more are everywhere in the world...We can't just care about the people we known, but also we have to care about the other person who we don't know at all...Well, all I want to say is, take care of yourselves, my friends, because your lives are not only yours, but your parents, your friends, your family, especially God...