Nokia 5800 XpressMusic~~

Hooray...Finally I bought my new mobile phone, which is Nokia 5800 XpressMusic, after I had a lot of thinking and dilema...Actually I don't know why I suddenly got a feeling wanted to buy a new mobile, since my old one still functioning well...(really very good condition because I take good care of it for 4 years time). Well, maybe because my housemate just bought a new hp so he had inspired me to buy a new hp...I know this must be a excuse, well, my hp had been used for years, and it was outdated for a long long time ago...Anyway, the fact is I had bought it now, can't return, can't blame to other people...

Well, before I bought this phone, I was planning to buy either Sony Ericsson (SE) W995 or Nokia 5800, and then after I discussed with my housemate, he told me that there is one phone that is new in the market, which is SE Satio, 12MP camera is the most highest pixels in the market...I was totally attracted by its function, which is also touch screen...After lots of survey and research on it, I still don't feel to buy it because it is too expansive for me...Then, last monday, my classmate, who is British, told me that I can cheat the shop...How? Like I sign a 24 months contract with the shop that I just need to pay £30 per month for 24 months, and I will get a free SE Satio, but because next year, I am not sure whether I still in UK or not, so my British classmate told me that when I go back to Malaysia, I just need to close all my account and leave the country...Well, its really good way to get a cheap phone, but when I wanted to do this, the staff of the shop asked me to show her my passport, which mean they will record down my passport number, so I cant just run away from the country...Therefore, I gave up this plan...

As a result, my plan went back to the old plan, SE W995 or Nokia 5800...These two phones have same benefits, SE has good quality camera and sound system but the design is still the same as the old SE phones, while Nokia 5800 has touchscreen, and as we know, Nokia has many function, although its camera and sound are slightly lower than SE phones...The prices are the same, £200...After all, I chose Nokia because it is touchscreen and has RAM inside the phone...

After that, I found out that, I am really a big fan of Nokia, my first mobile phone was Nokia 3310, then 8210, 8250, 8310, 3200, 6670, and now 5800...See, how supportive I am to Nokia...XDXD

Well, I still glad that I bought a new phone, still not very used to it...Need to pay more time to discover it function...XDXD

PS: My parent still not yet know that I bought this phone...So sssshhhhh........XDXD

Phrases~~~

I try to list out what phrases that I think they are cool or so meaningful for my life:

"Love is like a magic, it is mystery, but still lots of people addicted to it, and if you get to know it, you will find out it is just a trick, cheating on you..." (I didn't mean that all love is like that...)

"Love is a poison, but also is a honey...It can make you die, but it can also make you happy..."

"If you want to do, you don't complain, but if you want to complain, don't do..."

"Jesus is my best friend ever..."

"Sometimes, selfish is necessary to protect our right..."

"Sometimes, naive is the best solution in life..."

"Forgive people is forgiving yourself..."

"Although time can recover our heartbroken heart, it can't recover the scar it left...everytime touch the scar, the pain is still there..."

"God has His own will to us...Just waiting until He comes..."

There are lots of phrases that I had forgotten, so please leave me a comment, telling me what phrasses that had effected you...

In this Early Morning~~~

Now is 6.05am, and I still awake here and writing a blog here...Well, according to my last post about expectation, last night I had an expectation to my "lovely" housemates...Here is the things happen:

Last night, as usual, I cooked for them while my another housemate was cooking soup, so called ABC soup but with ginger instead of tomatoes...After I finished my cook, which was delicious, and put it on the dining table...Then, I went to the kitchen again to check whether the soup was ready yet, so when I took up the cover, only I felt that the handle of the cover was loosing, so I was quickly using my another hand to try to hold the cover so that it wont fall down and break...However, my hand accidently knocked the pan, which was filled by boiling soup, and the soup directly poured on my hand...All the soup was poured out of the pan and my hand get scald...I was stunned for a few minutes to think how should I clean the kitchen, then only I went to wash my hand with cool water...Well, at this time, I took a broom to sweep all the ingredients inside the soup into a dustpan with a lil help by the chef of the soup...While my another housemate, came down to kitchen and had a look, then disappeared like that...This time, I expected that he will help me to do the cleaning, but again, disappointed...With my scald hand, I still need to immerge my hand into the water to squeeze the mop until it dried...Anyway, this is my fault, and I shouldn't expect they will help me to do so...I was so moody that time, since the soup had splitted on my clothes too, so I took a bath then only I started eating my dinner...Then, my hand started to get pain, and I put a lotion on my scald part...Somemore, I was so unhappy with that soup, because it tasted weird...All I can say is the chef was sick, so he put ginger inside the soup because ginger can warm our body, but he just think about himself, he dint mind how the taste will be, and just do whatever he like...Fortunately, I splitted it all...XDXD...

My lovely Right Hand is covered by a sock???

Well, I dont admit that I am a good housemate, but at least, I am considerable...When I cook, I will think about its taste and ask for opinion...Maybe it will too salty or sour, but it still taste nice, not weird...Anyway, as our rules, I shouldnt hand into his cooking, but most of the time, I taste the food, its really tasteless, and he gives the reason that he wants it like to be healthy...Well, healthy not equal to tasteless...I dint criticise his food in front of him, but still he goes on his way...Nevermind, just do whatever I need to do, thats all...

Well, do you think they need to help me? Anyway, at last, I handled it all by myself...

PS: I will buy Sony Ericsson Satio tomorrow...XDXD

Expectation~~

In this world, we are surrounded by expectations, which come from different aspects, such as parents, family members, teachers, friends, and yourselves...There are a lot of people living in this world, which mean we are one of them, and we are living with different kinds of people...There is an idiom in Mandarin, which mean one type of rice raises many types of people...What do you expect other people do the same thing as same as you?

Ya, sometimes, we, ourselves, do expect other people to do somethings "automatically", but they seem like they cant do it as in our expectations...Live example here, a hygience guy lives with a dirty guy, what will happen? The hygience guy will try to put lots of expectation on the dirty one, will end up with arguement...I admit that I meet some guy like the dirty one, and stubborn, I did expect him to do the cleaning section, but end up arguement, then I totally gave up to expect on him...Another example, I have a friend who is mysophobia, his expectation to us is to high standard to us, causing us uncomfortable...He is not allowing us to drop a drop of water on the table...

Parents' expectations are more than the other aspects...This is because we are their children and expect us to get a better success and future...However, too much expectations will cause a invisible stress to the children, that is why lots of students chose to commit suicide instead of facing their parents after getting bad results...But, less expectation will cause the children dont put effort in their life, and will end up getting bad future, unless the children themselves have a mature thinking to know that studying is a access to a bright future...Therefore, suitable expectations should apply on students now a day...

When we're grown up, we live with different people, we will start to expect them to follow your life's rules, but we cant force them to do that, so we have learned to "accept" instead of expect...How much can you accept? It's depend on your EQ...In my previous post, I had admitted that my EQ is quite low...

However, no matter how difficult it is, I will try to reach the expectations from God...Because God loves us first before we love Him...He sacrifices himself to save us, how come we can reach his expectations? I am now trying to reach Him before He comes....

PS: hungry now....