Closed Friends, Normal Friends Or Passenger

Recently, I always thought about this type of question. What characteristic did I act in my frens' lives? A closed frens? A normal frens? Or even jz a passenger? Before I told u wat is my answers, I wont like 2share why I categorize frens into these categories.

1stly, closed friends. Sure as a normal human beings, since we hv the ability to communicate with other people, we start to hv friends and we should hv frens so that we wont feel alone while we walk on the path of life. Closed frens or can be called as "Brothers/Sisters" which mean they are as close as our family members, are the friends that noe us the best and will try to help us when we meet problems even though the problems will bother them. They wont hope to repay but jz hope we can be their best frens forever. They will also scold us when we r doing wrong and help us to fix the problems we hv done together. Mostly, this kind of friends are our hometown friends bcoz they'd wif us for a long time so they noe wat we r thinking about. When we r sad, they will concern about us. This called "closed friends'.

2ndly, normal friends. what will u do to ur normal frens? For this, I cant gif a actual answers coz different people hv different thinkings and actions, but I can gif a few examples which I observe from my surroundings people. Some people they are very friendly towards their normal friends and always help them in something very small problems, however, they are hoping to repay it. thats mean u hv to help them when they nid ur helps. Some of people they r acting friendly, but actually they wanna use their normal friends to reach their destiny. They wont sacrifice anything toward their normal friends but they will ask the frens to help then when they nid. This kind of people, 3 words to them:"Go to die". Some of people they ll jz sacrifice something toward their normal frens and they wont care about the frens and think that even though they lost these normal friends they wont mind.

Lastly, a passenger. If u r acting a passenger in ur frens' lives, that mean u really r jz a passenger that ur frens dun mind about u and dun concern about and even dun mind to lose u as a fren. Perhaps they r jz using u to fulfill their empty time or their boring time. They still will chat wif u but actually they dun act u as their frens but a "chatting room". I hv nothing to comment about this kind of frens...

For me, mostly, I felt like I'm jz a passenger in my frens' lives. No one concern about me, no one care about me and no one understand me. But still I got closed frens in my hometown, however, when I felt boring n unhappy at some place where far away from them, who will come 2comfort me...Who? No one will do that except them...Sometimes, I think tat why can this happen on my life? Since I m very appreciate them as my best friends, but they dun appreciate me...Why? Perhaps I think too much or perhaps I oredi become the one from my past, but I dun wan 2become like my past coz I scare I will hurt other people, but what can I do? No one wanna help me 2stop changing myself to original me. I dun wan 2bcome like tat since I use many years to change it oredi.

Perhaps after I wrote this blogs, some of my frens may feel angry wif me but sry, dude, this is wat I feel recently, I dun like to lie my frens and I will say watever I think to my frens, tats the way of my friendship.