What Am I Study Now? (Boring Blog)

My friends who are from my hometown always ask me that wat am I study now? Sure, they ask this questions got their reason. The reason is always why I am so free and very happy during my studying, eventhough the exm is next week, but still I am so free. Unlike they all, busy busy busy until wanna die or busy wif their assignments. However, onli me very free, dun busy wif my assignments compare wif them....

Actually, I also dunno I can free like that la, coz all my coursemates oso like tat wat (except sum students r very hardworking and they all bz studying topics that out of our syllabus). We really very free wif our assignments, and some assignments r very easy or jz a few assignments for us...I dunno whether this good onot, until 1 day I realise that, thats not good 2us coz these will cause us more lazy than b4. However, its too late but I ll try my best to fix it until I become hardworking than b4...

These all happen at Nilai International University College for onli students who study Diploma in Engineering. This college, 1 word can describe it:"Suck"...I mean is onli for the course. Our college actually not actually concern about our engineering course. The reason I said this is: 1st thing is the lecturers who teach us r jz 6-7 lecturers but not every lecturers r good in teaching rite? These lecturers hv to teach about 3-4 subjects per lecturer, which mean in 1 semester, a lecturer hv to teach 2-3 subjects. Once, I got 1 semester, 3 subjects r same lecturer, can u imagine it? U hv to c this lecturer 4 days in a weekend...How come???

Actually this college is good in environment but not good in teaching n facilities...Such as, our engineering lab, the facilities there very less, but now they buy many new mechine liao but I hven used it ko la...this college is more concern about the business or other programmes students. After this programme de students can go 2better university at oversea, but for engineering, there are sum good universities but nid 2get hgher marks which is the CGPA is more than 3.8 over 4.0 le...Most of the universities accept the business student of our college, but not engineering...

However, now our college has upgrated 2universtiy college liao so they start build a building, which I think is our engineering block la but perhaps not....

Anyway, I m now dun hv anything 2say liao, although this college suck, but I still like it coz I got frens here n I oredi study at here for 1 year and ++ liao le...Wat use I change college, waste time waste money...

Closed Friends, Normal Friends Or Passenger

Recently, I always thought about this type of question. What characteristic did I act in my frens' lives? A closed frens? A normal frens? Or even jz a passenger? Before I told u wat is my answers, I wont like 2share why I categorize frens into these categories.

1stly, closed friends. Sure as a normal human beings, since we hv the ability to communicate with other people, we start to hv friends and we should hv frens so that we wont feel alone while we walk on the path of life. Closed frens or can be called as "Brothers/Sisters" which mean they are as close as our family members, are the friends that noe us the best and will try to help us when we meet problems even though the problems will bother them. They wont hope to repay but jz hope we can be their best frens forever. They will also scold us when we r doing wrong and help us to fix the problems we hv done together. Mostly, this kind of friends are our hometown friends bcoz they'd wif us for a long time so they noe wat we r thinking about. When we r sad, they will concern about us. This called "closed friends'.

2ndly, normal friends. what will u do to ur normal frens? For this, I cant gif a actual answers coz different people hv different thinkings and actions, but I can gif a few examples which I observe from my surroundings people. Some people they are very friendly towards their normal friends and always help them in something very small problems, however, they are hoping to repay it. thats mean u hv to help them when they nid ur helps. Some of people they r acting friendly, but actually they wanna use their normal friends to reach their destiny. They wont sacrifice anything toward their normal friends but they will ask the frens to help then when they nid. This kind of people, 3 words to them:"Go to die". Some of people they ll jz sacrifice something toward their normal frens and they wont care about the frens and think that even though they lost these normal friends they wont mind.

Lastly, a passenger. If u r acting a passenger in ur frens' lives, that mean u really r jz a passenger that ur frens dun mind about u and dun concern about and even dun mind to lose u as a fren. Perhaps they r jz using u to fulfill their empty time or their boring time. They still will chat wif u but actually they dun act u as their frens but a "chatting room". I hv nothing to comment about this kind of frens...

For me, mostly, I felt like I'm jz a passenger in my frens' lives. No one concern about me, no one care about me and no one understand me. But still I got closed frens in my hometown, however, when I felt boring n unhappy at some place where far away from them, who will come 2comfort me...Who? No one will do that except them...Sometimes, I think tat why can this happen on my life? Since I m very appreciate them as my best friends, but they dun appreciate me...Why? Perhaps I think too much or perhaps I oredi become the one from my past, but I dun wan 2become like my past coz I scare I will hurt other people, but what can I do? No one wanna help me 2stop changing myself to original me. I dun wan 2bcome like tat since I use many years to change it oredi.

Perhaps after I wrote this blogs, some of my frens may feel angry wif me but sry, dude, this is wat I feel recently, I dun like to lie my frens and I will say watever I think to my frens, tats the way of my friendship.