What A Bad Attitude....

In this world, there are many kinds of people with many different bad attitudes that cause a lot of different problems in their social lives...As a normal person, I hv a few bad attitudes that causing my surrounding frens feel tat I hv a lot of attitudes, but, actually I jz hv 2-3 bad attitudes tat cant change even though I try many many times already as I told u all in my profile...However, since I oredi told u all but still I wanna tell 1 more time, I think u all will think tat I m so boring until wanna rewrite 1 more time my profile. Actually I write this blog is to tell my frens wat m I thinking while u all saying or doing sumting...I m not blaming or hoping u all to change but I m blaming myself why I think like tat, I cant control my mind from thinking about tat "stuff" u noe so pls forgif me if I say sumting wrongly or make u angry...

My 1st n the worst attitude is I m a hot temper guy...If u r hot temper, means tat u r oso an impatient people. I hate waiting people, tats true, coz waiting people is meaningless for me. If a person let u wait, tats mean he or she cant keep his/her promise in time, for example, u ask a fren waiting at sum whr at wat time but when u reach there n u wait ur fren about 30mnt-1 hour like tat, wat ll u feel? If he/she got a reason such as traffic jam, family problem or other acceptable reason, I ll forgive him/her...Mostly if my fren is a girl or my gf, I wont angry n forgive them coz boys wait girls is ok de since girls like 2make-up b4 going out wat so nid 2use time to do tat, but if my frens are boys n dun hv reason, haiz, I ll angry but I wont scold them since we r frens...From here, I think u all ll think tat I m such a "............"(fill in the blank wat u think). For me, I admit tat my EQ is vry low n cant control my temper at all so sumtime I ll try to release my temper out so tat I can feel better but this "release" cause me n my frens hv a "drain" between us...My release isnt scolding them but jz like murmuring or complaining, in this murmuring or complaining, it ll sound like complaining my frens who make me feel angry...I dunno y I wanna do tat, I really such a "selfish" guy...

My 2nd bad habit is I m living in "the sights of people", it means tat I m vry sensitive toward wat ppl look at me or wat ppl feel about me...Sumtimes, when my frens are whispering behind me or doing sumtings behind me, I ll feel uncomfortable since we r frens n y dun u all tell me wat is happening or wat r u all chatting? Perhaps this is wat people called "busy-body"...I dun think so, I jz wanna noe more about my frens n y dun u all tell me wat is u all thinking? I ll share my thinkings with u all but...Perhaps it is depend on wat the person is....So I jz hv 2"busy-body" so tat I can noe more about them lo...Sumtimes, I dint realise I oredi over "busy-body" so make my frens felt not so happy. I really felt so sorry about tat, so plz forgive me n tell me, my frens, if I oredi over...Sharing ur problems wif me no nid 2scare I ll tell other coz if u tell me this is secret, I wont tell any1...I swear...

My 3rd bad habit is I speak without thinking toward my frens, means tat I ll say directly wat I think or wat is feel toward my frens including good or bad things. If I feel happy, I really laugh n wanna share this happiness wif them. But, if I feel moodless or angry, I wanna share it wif my frens. I hope them can comfort me...Similarly, if my frens do sumting wrong, I ll direct say it to them, so they ll angry since sum human beings dun like to listen the truth. For example, if my fren is a smoker, I ll "ALWAYS" advise him not smoke so many cigarettes n if can, try to become non-smokers but I dun think they can do tat in time la but I still continue advise them until they fade-out...Sorry, dude, u noe I m saying about u...Example onli har...Dun angry lo...Or if my frens do sumting I really dun like or hate, such as waiting without reason, then either I ll gif them a "black face" or ask them dun do tat next time, except they do many times...As a result, I oso wont let ppl waiting me since I dun like waiting ppl....This can be said is my good habit la...haha...Why I ll say directly toward my frens? If I speak directly to my hometown frens, its ok, but if to other frens, I think they ll hv sumtings unhappy feelings...For me, I feel tat since we r friends so we hv to share watever we think, jz like I tell u tat u r fat, so dun eat too much...If u tell me tat I m fat, I ll admit it coz it is truth, but sum ppl dun like tat truth n ll scold u summmore...Haiz....I hv nth to say lo...

These are my bad habits tat nid 2b changed but I nid ur help, my frens...If I do wrong or causing u unhappy, tell me directly...Dun feel shame coz I really dun realise it, n I ll change it better...So plz forgive me if I caused u all unhappy b4. Hope u all can help me in this...Thx 1st...