Leave......

She is leaving....
for her future....
by the heart of unwillingness....
by the heart of missing someone....
together with her luggage....and her lovely teddy bear....
without saying anything, she stepped into the plane...
leave no word behind...
as she knows that the unwillingness will overcome her...
for the future....
she needs to leave....
leave her familiar land....

He is leaving....
for his future....
by showing his happiness on his face....
but with the heart of unwillingness....
together with his bags....and his memory of happiness....
By telling a little joke, he stepped onto the plane...
leave a laughter behind....
as he knows this can overcome his unwillingness....
for his future...
he has to leave....
leave his familiar friends....

They are leaving....
for escaping from tension....
by showing their frustrations on their face....
but without releasing their angers...
together with their dissatisfaction....and their letters....
leaving the letters, they stepped out from their jobs....
leave no regret behind....
as they know this is the right choice for them....
for their futures....
they have to leave....
leave their sufferings....


PS: Too many people are leaving....should I be the one?

真的值得吗？

为了爱……

放弃了生活……
放弃了家人……
放弃了朋友……

丢弃了大家的爱心……
丢弃了大家的期望……
丢弃了大家的大恩……

值得吗？

只为了一个人……

Experience of Working~~~~

After a long time of exposure in working field, I experience a lot of bad things:

1) Twister

Well, in my team, it is still okay, since they all are just seeking for comfortable of job....However, there are some people who like to twist the words upside down, especially Indians (no offense, I just base on my observation)

Example:
Twister: Boss, I confirm that the order is different, so we can easily sort of the differences
Boss: Okay, then we sort it out....XXX, please go and sort it out....
XXX: Are you sure about this, Twister?
Twister: Yes, I confirm....

Next day....

XXX: Where is the list?
Twister: All the orders are same, no different...
XXX: What the....yesterday you said there is different orders, now it is totally different....
Twister: When did I said that?

2) Never Say without Data

Never say,"I think", but "I confirm"....Engineers should speak with data and evidence...of course, technical sense....I experience it a couple of times, causing me "brainwash" by my director....Anyway, it doesn't matter because they expect too much on a junior engineer....:)

Example:

Me: I think this might be the material problem...
Director: What you think? Where is the data? Why you feel that way?
Me: Errr................because the material is always having problem.....
Director: What always? Don't speak without data....

3) Apple Polishing

This make me feel bad on this kind of people....When talking to managers or directors, every sentence starts with "Boss"....

Example:

Polisher: Boss, I will do this....Boss, I believe that I can do it well
Boss: Okay, keep on doing it....
Polisher: Boss, I will do this and that....Boss
Boss: Okay, give me the report after doing it....
Polisher: Okay, Boss....

See, all the bad things I have seen, and much more than that, which I haven't written down....for those who is going to start working, you will see the same thing....

PS: Take it as a training when you are facing this kind of people because this kind of people are everywhere...:)

Working Service & Studying Service...

Hello, my blog readers, sorry that I stopped blogging long time ago. This is because of my working life is tiring me...Here, I would like to share some of my thoughts recently...

Studying Service

Past few years, I started doing divine works for the churches. During my college time, I joined the Kajang choir and also some other activities. While the time in UK, I used to go to church almost every Sabbath day. It was my happy time in the time with God. However...

Working Service

It is harder than I thought. Much more harder than the time I was studying...Since I am one of the youth in my church and my church just has few "active" youth, so I am given many things to do in church....I am now a REU teacher for Upper Prime and Junior Youth...I am a speaker of Thursday service (once per two months)...I am now a REU person-in-charge...I am an engineer in real life....I am one of the few active youth, which means many thing we have to do to help the church...It's too heavy for me...I feel stress, because this is church work, and I cannot do it wrongly....At the same time, I have also stress in my work...Different kind of stress is putting on my shoulders....

Somehow, I just pray that God will help me....Give me strength and let me adapt these stresses faster...

New Year 2011~~~

I think its quite late to say Happy New Year to my readers (although it is just a few of people...:D), but still I need to wish you all Happy New Year...

Again and again, my blog is been quiet for a month...This is because I am so lazy to update my blog due to my working life is tiring me...Lets talk about what happen since the last blog...

Xmas holiday....

First of all, I would like to declare that I do not celebrate Christmas nor Easter...My church, True Jesus Church, does not celebrate it since it is not written in Bible...Anyway, I just treated it like a normal public holidays...

During this holiday, I went to Cameron Highland with my church's youth...It was fantastic experience with them...We ate a lot of delicious food along the trip...The photo are all in my Facebook, if you have mine...


New Year....

Well, our church have organized BBQ section...After that, we have sharing section....On the new year's morning, I went to church for morning prayer...It was a good start for a brand new year....


This blog is just simple update...:D

Thank God~~~

First of all, thank God for everything I have now and what He had done for our church...

I am a youth from Padang Serai church, which is located at a small small town in Kedah, Malaysia. Before I left my church to a foreign city for further study, my church was a "weak" church. Most of the services were just attended by a few elderly members. Our faith were very weak, even an Elder said that we, ourselves, did not appreciate ourselves, how did the other churches help us. Although it was hurting, it is a fact. Honestly, I also looked down on my church because there are no youth there. Youth is the future of a church, is a new life of a church.

However, God know our weakness, He always know our needs, so He gave us a good choir leader, a sister that can gather all the members to form a choir. All the members are gathered together to serve God and at the same time, their faiths are improving. After 4 years absence in my church, I see and feel the new life of my church. We have Love Feast, we have choir, we have REU classes. Recently God leads a truthseeker to us. Thank God...

The youth is coming back to my church, including me...I try to find a job near to my hometown so that I can serve in my church, and thank God for giving me this opportunity. When I look back the past few years, I feel that God is looking after Padang Serai church, we did fall down in faith but God took us up...Many things you cannot explain why, but we do see the result of God's blessing on my church...

However, we still have a lot of improvement to make, so pray for us and may God continue blessing us...

New Page of my Life~~~

My company's logo

Its been a month I dint update my blog...Actually I have a lot of things to write, but one word is concluding my reason, "lazy"...:D

Okie dokie, this post is written to tell you all about my working life, a brand new page of my life...Before this, I would like to tell you all about my job...I am Manufacturing Engineer/Process Engineer/Product Engineer (whatever) so I need to understand and analyze the whole manufacturing process, starting from raw materials to shipment, everything I have to know...The product I am currently (will) handle is IFE (Integrated Flight Entertainment), which is a touch screen TV that you can see in front of your seat while you are in a flight...This things are all about electronic and I have no idea why they hire me as I am Mechanical Student...Anyway, it is an interesting job so far, since I am very very very fresh to this stuff of things...

As a fresh graduate, we always have no right to talk about our expected salary, even though the company asks us about your expected salary, you will not dare to write higher salary because we scare we will not get the job...Same as me...However, I did write RM2600 for my expected salary which I think is quite okay for me (my friend asked me to write higher because they will surely cut down your expected salary...)

My friend was right, they really cut down my salary until RM2200...Fortunately, I did ask the interviewer about the salary and he said that my expected salary is under the fresh graduate policy...therefore, I argued with HR people about this, and finally, they offer me RM2500...

Anyway, my first day at work was no bad, just a little bit of boring...My manager briefly explained the process to me (He is very nice person and he is also Padang Serai kia...haha...) Also, he introduced some senior engineers (teammates) to me and set a bunch of training for me to learn...

The first week was roughly the same, I have no PC until now, so I have to share PC with a technician...It is awkward to borrow PC from him since he also needs to use it...Hopefully tomorrow the stupid IT department will send a PC to my desk...I tried really hard to understand the flow and the process, but just I scare I will forget it since I just know briefly...As a result, I always offered help to my partner, but he cant give me since I am still new...Anyway, these days will come...:D

New life, new environment...I am still undergoing the adaption of working life and environment, hopefully everything will go fine, pray hard to GOD for His guidance...

PS: Working life = healthy life (sleep early, wake up early...XDXD)