Year 2012~~~

Late...I am so late / lazy to update my blog since I believe no one will come and read my blog....Anyway, I am still taking blog as my tool to release my tension, plus practise my typing skill...

Year 2012 is started with spring cleaning at church. I am in-charge of tidying up the Audio room, where all the books, magazines, booklets, brochures and etc are located. I needed to take out all the stuffs from the cupboards and went through one by one so that I can choose which to go, which to stay. As per expected, I found lots of old old magazines and books in the cupboards. The date that written on it seem to be 10-20 years ago, even the papers become brownish...Fortunately, I did not meet any visitors during the tidy up....

After the clean up, the cupboards are thoroughly different...more empty spaces for the REU textbooks and new magazine to put in.

Last week, my church had been renovated and new background of the stage for this new year. Time flies, its been 10 years since the dedication of the church. Now, the church hall is changed and new planning for this year has been started.

Next week is Chinese New Year....I will take one day leave for 3rd of CNY, not because I want to, just because many people take leaves 3 days continuous to make the holidays one week shot...So, I am just being polite to take one day....XD...

However....

Our stupid Program manager and customer want us to have New Model Run at the end of next week and the top management wants us to come to work on Saturday...Totally no mood for that...Anyhow, I really hope that the materials are having problem to dock in one time so that we can postpone it...But, it is not a good mood for CNY....

小悦悦事件....

Last few weeks, I heard a very sad news from Facebook as well as TV....I believe that most of the people in the world knew about this news....

A two-year-old Chinese girl run over by two different vehicles and ignored by passersby died on Friday, state media said, in a case which ignited public uproar over what some called a moral numbness seeping through society.

Both drivers who ran over the girl have been arrested, but Internet users have flooded microblogs decrying the apathy of the people who left her for dead, after graphic footage from a security camera of the incident went viral.

Wang Yue died of brain failure more than a week after the accident in Foshan in the far southern province of Guangdong, Xinhua news agency said.

Last Tuesday, I was having a training at my company, and the trainer is a Singaporean. She told me about the feeling she has toward this incident.

Trainer: To be honest, toward this incident, if I were one of the 18 strangers, I will DO THE SAME THING...

Me: (stunned)

Trainer: The reason I said so because there is one China colleague told me that, in China, please mind your own business enough, do not simply go and help people in the street.

Me: Why?

Trainer: Because if you help the person, the person might blame you that you are the one who hurt him/her. This mean that if that time, I go and save the little girl, I might be charged for murdering. Unless, the little girl claims that she hurts by herself.

Me: (Speechless....)

Trainer: And if I were committed to the police there, believe me, they are all corrupted...So, I will have to eat this "dead cat"....Therefore, in China, please do not watch up when you want to help a person, if can, just ignore it...

What do you think about this? In this conversation, I truly believe that she is so "kia-si" which causing her having this kind of thinking - afraid to be cheated or blamed instead of losing a life...

What will you do if you are the stranger who walked pass the little girl? Will you save her?

I will definitely save her, whether pulling her to the road side or calling an ambulance for her....every action does mean to her....but not ignorance....what the world is going on? because of selfish? because of money? Is this more value than a life? NO!!!!

This accident has given me a warning, as well as to everyone in this world....Bare in mind, money can buy many things, but not life and time....

Leave......

She is leaving....
for her future....
by the heart of unwillingness....
by the heart of missing someone....
together with her luggage....and her lovely teddy bear....
without saying anything, she stepped into the plane...
leave no word behind...
as she knows that the unwillingness will overcome her...
for the future....
she needs to leave....
leave her familiar land....

He is leaving....
for his future....
by showing his happiness on his face....
but with the heart of unwillingness....
together with his bags....and his memory of happiness....
By telling a little joke, he stepped onto the plane...
leave a laughter behind....
as he knows this can overcome his unwillingness....
for his future...
he has to leave....
leave his familiar friends....

They are leaving....
for escaping from tension....
by showing their frustrations on their face....
but without releasing their angers...
together with their dissatisfaction....and their letters....
leaving the letters, they stepped out from their jobs....
leave no regret behind....
as they know this is the right choice for them....
for their futures....
they have to leave....
leave their sufferings....


PS: Too many people are leaving....should I be the one?

真的值得吗？

为了爱……

放弃了生活……
放弃了家人……
放弃了朋友……

丢弃了大家的爱心……
丢弃了大家的期望……
丢弃了大家的大恩……

值得吗？

只为了一个人……

Experience of Working~~~~

After a long time of exposure in working field, I experience a lot of bad things:

1) Twister

Well, in my team, it is still okay, since they all are just seeking for comfortable of job....However, there are some people who like to twist the words upside down, especially Indians (no offense, I just base on my observation)

Example:
Twister: Boss, I confirm that the order is different, so we can easily sort of the differences
Boss: Okay, then we sort it out....XXX, please go and sort it out....
XXX: Are you sure about this, Twister?
Twister: Yes, I confirm....

Next day....

XXX: Where is the list?
Twister: All the orders are same, no different...
XXX: What the....yesterday you said there is different orders, now it is totally different....
Twister: When did I said that?

2) Never Say without Data

Never say,"I think", but "I confirm"....Engineers should speak with data and evidence...of course, technical sense....I experience it a couple of times, causing me "brainwash" by my director....Anyway, it doesn't matter because they expect too much on a junior engineer....:)

Example:

Me: I think this might be the material problem...
Director: What you think? Where is the data? Why you feel that way?
Me: Errr................because the material is always having problem.....
Director: What always? Don't speak without data....

3) Apple Polishing

This make me feel bad on this kind of people....When talking to managers or directors, every sentence starts with "Boss"....

Example:

Polisher: Boss, I will do this....Boss, I believe that I can do it well
Boss: Okay, keep on doing it....
Polisher: Boss, I will do this and that....Boss
Boss: Okay, give me the report after doing it....
Polisher: Okay, Boss....

See, all the bad things I have seen, and much more than that, which I haven't written down....for those who is going to start working, you will see the same thing....

PS: Take it as a training when you are facing this kind of people because this kind of people are everywhere...:)

Working Service & Studying Service...

Hello, my blog readers, sorry that I stopped blogging long time ago. This is because of my working life is tiring me...Here, I would like to share some of my thoughts recently...

Studying Service

Past few years, I started doing divine works for the churches. During my college time, I joined the Kajang choir and also some other activities. While the time in UK, I used to go to church almost every Sabbath day. It was my happy time in the time with God. However...

Working Service

It is harder than I thought. Much more harder than the time I was studying...Since I am one of the youth in my church and my church just has few "active" youth, so I am given many things to do in church....I am now a REU teacher for Upper Prime and Junior Youth...I am a speaker of Thursday service (once per two months)...I am now a REU person-in-charge...I am an engineer in real life....I am one of the few active youth, which means many thing we have to do to help the church...It's too heavy for me...I feel stress, because this is church work, and I cannot do it wrongly....At the same time, I have also stress in my work...Different kind of stress is putting on my shoulders....

Somehow, I just pray that God will help me....Give me strength and let me adapt these stresses faster...

New Year 2011~~~

I think its quite late to say Happy New Year to my readers (although it is just a few of people...:D), but still I need to wish you all Happy New Year...

Again and again, my blog is been quiet for a month...This is because I am so lazy to update my blog due to my working life is tiring me...Lets talk about what happen since the last blog...

Xmas holiday....

First of all, I would like to declare that I do not celebrate Christmas nor Easter...My church, True Jesus Church, does not celebrate it since it is not written in Bible...Anyway, I just treated it like a normal public holidays...

During this holiday, I went to Cameron Highland with my church's youth...It was fantastic experience with them...We ate a lot of delicious food along the trip...The photo are all in my Facebook, if you have mine...


New Year....

Well, our church have organized BBQ section...After that, we have sharing section....On the new year's morning, I went to church for morning prayer...It was a good start for a brand new year....


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