Unlucky Day~~~

Today, I went to my university by bus, and as usual, I showed my bus pass which is called "3 season ticket" and valid until next year, to the bus driver. When I reached my destination, I directly alight from the bus. This is the time I did a careless mistake, which is I dint notice that my bus pass left at the seat. After an hour at my university, I decided to go to city centre, but....haiz...I cant find out my bus pass, then I went around the place where I had been to see whether I dropped there or not, but, still cant find out...Even though I went to reception asked the guard, they said "no, I am sorry...Maybe later someone will get it..." Haiz...So I think that it wont be returned to me if someone get it because the ticket cost me 275 pounds, who will give back to me if they get it, sure they will use it...

Anyway, I quickly went back to my hostel to find out the warranty for the ticket, and went to the ticket argent to replace my ticket, but unfortunately, the argent told me that I need to phone a number and tell them I had lost my ticket, then only they will post something to me, and with the warranty, I needed to pay 15 pounds...THEN, I can only get a new one...The total of my lost is not only 15 pounds, but it is including the weekly ticket I bought because within the week without ticket, I need to pay cash every time I take a bus trip, and the bus fares to the argent need 3 pounds...So total is 30 pounds I had been lost....(T.T)....So sui....If convert to RM, walao, about RM180 lor...zzzz....

Whatever, time cant turn back, even though I am now very regret also no used, the time still goes on...Things happen, its happened...I just think I paid the lost to gain an experience...

PS: Sorry God, just now I got a bit murmuring about you...Please forgive me...

Angry PS: What the...Why I cant upload my pictures? Who can teach me how? The stupid blogspot din give me an actual solution....

Random feelings...

Last weekend, my hostel internet connection is totally worked out...Feel like got someone who dont want us to use the internet during weekend, because I cant surf the internet from 12.00am, Saturday until Monday, 9am...Feel weird hor, but its really like that, as same as last 2 weekend...In this weekend, I cant do my research for my assignments and bored...Somemore, my flat's boiler was not operated too, means that I had a cold weekend...No boiler = No radiator~~That time I only felt that Malaysia is the warmest place for me...

Actually, last few weeks, a boy from China came to my church with my church members who study at UK, guess what, he is just 12 years old...Walao, so small go to oversea to study WITHOUT parents or anyone with him...Then I thought, if I am just 12 years old, surely I wont come here eventhough I got this oppurtunity (actually I dont know what is my thinking when I was twelve...) However, he got my church members with him since they are from Taiwan, so they can use Mandarin to communicate...

Since I came to UK, I dint change a lot here, just the life style here, for me, is changing a bit, because I need to cook everyday, and wear thick jacket so that I cant get cold...No slipper to university (actually is allowed, but I dont want my toes been freezed...haha...), go to market to buy vegetables and meats and etc...This is the life style that I never had in my past time, I might have, but very seldom...

I also found out that, the children, especially babies, in UK like to cry loudly and non-stop...Once, I was shopping at supermarket, a black-skin baby cried while his mother was taking something from the shelf to the trolly and the baby was sit on the trolly...So I passed them by and had a look toward the baby who was crying, guess what, the baby suddenly shouted toward me...I was surprised, how came a baby will do that to a stranger, I just looked at him without doing anything...I know what you all will say to me, maybe is my look that scare him...haha...Then the mother smiled at me, and quickly passed by my side...haiz...so I think, if the baby problem or the parents problem, why a baby will cry non-stop in public? In Malaysia, we seldom see a baby will cry non-stop and loudly in public, is that the parents in UK dont know how to take care or look after babies? Don't know...No answer for these questions....

Desparated feeling is now with me because I have a lot of things I havent done yet...2 assignments and 1 presentation (tomorrow) and 1 presentation report...This is the consequence of LAZY...Haiz...Whatever, have to do also what...

PS: Recently I dont take pictures because no new views for me to take...I think after this, I will have new photos to upload because the city centre is now decorated for Xmas...

This week comment~~~

Today is Thursday, and I don't have class to attend, so I woke up at about 1pm...Its been my first time woke up so late since I came to UK....Maybe because of the days before this, I was very tired and all the tired together, so I need to rest more...



Since Monday, my hostel's internet connection (ResNet) had changed its server, so now I can use webcam to chat with my friends, download movies from Xunlei, and finally I can sign into my MSN....Last time, all these stuffs were blocked by the server, so I cant sign in my MSN and cant even download movies by using Xunlei or BitComet....Hopefully, this server can continue until the end of my university life....



Actually this week had nothing happened, just I donated money to old folks who need our helps...As like the Saint-John ambulances, whoever donated the money, they will give you a piece of paper which is printed the logo of Saint-John ambalance, the people who asked me to donate, had also given me a paper flower....It can be hung at my cloth de lor....haha....



This week I got missing my dear friends who are at Malaysia, so trying to ask them to open thier webcam so that I can see their faces and so do them...Hopefully they wont forget me lor....haha....When I read again the messages that had been sent to me at the day of my birthday, and also the day I took the flight to Birmingham, I felt so warm in my heart and got a bit touching...Havent thank to them le, because I was busy chatting with my churchmates who called me that time....So here I thanks to Kajang Youth, Adam, Jie Hong, Han Pei, Chin Yi, Dog Dog, Li Ying, Zhao Min and lastly Jian Hung (he is such an idiot, dint send anything to me)...haha....If there are still have people that I havent mention, paiseh and sorry....

九型人格分析

Haha...Doggy, this is my nine characteristics wor...hah

九型人格分析

第九型	和平型、和平者、和諧型、維持和諧者 17%
第五型	智慧型、觀察者、思想型、理性分析者、思考型 13%
第八型	領袖型、能力型、挑戰者、保護者、權威型 12%
第二型	助人者、全愛型、助人型、成就他人者、博愛型 11%
第六型	忠誠型、忠誠型、尋找安全者、謹慎型 11%
第四型	藝術型、浪漫者、自我型、憑感覺者 10%
第三型	成就者、事業型、成就型、實踐型 8%
第七型	快樂主義型、豐富型、活躍型、創造可能者、享樂型 8%
第一型	完美主義者、完美型、改革者、改進型、秩序大使 8%

我的九型人格分析？

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Snow or Sleet~~~

Yesterday, after my Material of Machine tutorial class, it was the end of my class for this day, so my friends and I prepared to go back. When we walked up to 2nd floor which is the entrance of my campus, one of my friends said that," Oi, salji, sekarang turun salji..." Then I directly looked outside there, but its look like raining more than snowing, so I said,"Hujan la, bukan salji, tak mungkin salji turun on autumn.."

After that, when we walked out of the building, he was correct, it was snowing there...Wow, first time experience the snowing day in my life, but guess what, I was not so happy as my friends were, because....IT WAS TOO COLD!!! I walked quickly to the nearest bus station to take a bus to my hostel. I was trembling along the way to the station, it was very cold...Fortunately I had an umbrella with me, so the snow dint fall on my jacket...

In the bus, I cant see the scenery outside because of the snow...The mirrors of the bus were covered by ice....When I reached my hostel, I found out that my radiator and heater werent working...Walao, cold ler....Only I can say is "Sui"....-.-'''

I got took some photos the condition outside my room, the ground was buried by the white ice...I also found out that, the winter is not coming yet, the snow I mean is sleet...haha...Anyway, that is my 1st experience what, so ma "da jing xiao guai" lor...

Wall and Bridge~~

Today, Dn.Luke Chong was giving a sermon about "Wall and Bridge" at Leicester Church, this sermon is very good encouragement for our brothers and sisters, and also the truthseekers...When I looked at the title, I mostly knew that what the teachings that he will give us...

The "Wall" is usually to separate two different place, in the ancient world, people build the wall to protect their kingdom or their cities (Great Hall of China is built to protect China from its enermy), or separate a kingdom from another kingdom (such as Germany, many years ago, they are separate into two country, West Germany and East Germany)...In Bible, it said that the Israel had been separate into two kingdoms, but I am not sure what the kingdoms' names...I think is Jews and Israel kua...The reason I forgot already...Actually these things the decon dint mention it in the sermon, I just add it on...However, why will this happen to a same people and country? For example, like Yacob's sons, Joseph had been sold to Egypt by his own brothers...This is because of envy, his brothers envy to Joseph and hate him...Therefore, to avoid these happen, we have to build a wall to protect our heart so that these evil thinkings cannot go into our heart to let our heart impure...This wall called The Wall of Prayer...With prayer, we can build it surrounding our hearts...

However, we should also destroy the wall that block the truth go into our heart. For example, those who refuse to believe in Jesus Christ, in their hearts, there are wall that block Jesus go into their hearts, so they have to destroy the wall so that they can understand the truth and invite God to leave inside their heart...Then they also have to rebuild a wall, just like I had mentioned above, Wall of Prayer, pray to God so that He will strengthen your faith...

For "Bridge" it usually used to communicate or connect a place to another place...This bridge should be built to let the words of God can connect to your heart...Just like in the ancient world, the castle had wall surrounding it, and there is also a bridge that connecting the castle to outside world...This means that communicate to outside world is important but we should be careful, because nowaday, there is a lot of temptations that can cause us to be sinned...Thats why we have to build a wall...A strong wall to protect our heart...This bridge is also built by prayer, because through prayer, we can communicate to God and obey to what He tells us...The Bible...

In conclusion, we have to open our heart, in Mandarin, the words "Happy" (开心) means that open your heart, so to be "Happy" you should open your heart to let God leave inside it, then you will be happy...

PS: UK time turns back 1 hour...Dont know what the effect called...Means that now 8pm, we have to turn it back to 7pm...

No title for this post because it is just a random feeling that I felt now...After reading Adam blog, it make me feel like Nottingham is better than BCU eventhough it is in UK (A bit regret to study at so expansive place)...However, dont worry, I wont give up de because God will always beside me and guide me...

Actually I got a bit jealous to Adam de (not envy har), because he got the talent in music and good results in our previous college, because I regret that why I dint ask my parents to let me go to music centre to continue my organ practise...Now, its too late for me to learn it because now I am in UK, no time to learn it already...I know many people think that I can still learn it, but now I had to study and do my assignment, somemore, my fingers are not as flexible as a child anymore...But, hopefully, if I have next gerenation, I will send them to music centre...haha...Sound like forcing children go to learn it...haha...

Just now, I opened my mailbox and saw Dn. Luke Chan sent me an email, asking me to see a slide show that he attached in the email. Sure, I had read it, and it was very touching...

When You Say, "I can't solve it..."

God tells you,"I will direct your way."

(Proverbs 3:5-6)

When you say,"It's impossible..."

God tells you,"Everything is possible."

(Luke 18:27)

When you say,"I feel all alone..."

God tells you,"Never will I leave you;
Never will I forsake you."

(Hebrews 13:5)

When you say,"I can't do..."

God tells you,"I can do everything

through him who give me strength."

(Philipians 4:13)

When you say,"I don't deserve forgiveness..."

God tells you,"I have forgiven you."

(1 John 1:9 ; Romans 8:1)

When you say,"I am afraid..."

God tells you,"Do not fear, for I am with you;

I will strengthen you and help you."

(Isaiah 41:10)

When you say,"I am tired..."

God tells you,"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened,

and I will give you rest."

(Matthew 11:28-30)

When you say,"No one really loves you..."

God tells you,"I love you"

(John 3:16 ; 13:34)

When you say,"I don't know how to go on..."

God tells you,"I will show you the path"

(Psalm 32:4)

When you say,"What path does God have for me..."

God tells you," My Beloved son, Jesus Christ."

(1 Timothy 2:5 ; Acts 4:12 ; John 3:16)

And When you want to know what God want to tell you...

Read Bible

( 2 Timothy 3:15-17)

Many non-believers asked me, why I wanted to find a university which near my church but why dint I find other universities that had better ranking in UK. Its very hard to explain to them if they dont know about the truth...I had experienced many testimonies that showed God is beside me...When I had problems, HE will guide me and help me...