After I saw my friend's photo which they post at friendster or facebook, it make me feel jealous about my friends who study at oversea and I hope I can go the place they are now studying or staying. Like one of my friend is now staying at Canada and she took a lot of photos which record her life at Cananda...Wow, it's owesome....snow, beautiful park, old building or historical building which are gorgeous and etc....After I saw this kind of pictures, I really wanted to go to Canada for studying or living there (this is impossible), because in Malaysia, I think you cant find out a beautiful park or historical building that are gorgeous and especially you are impossible to see snow droping from the sky, perhaps in the future I can see it since our weather now is changing....because of our ozone layers are getting thinner....So love the nature guys....haha...

Actually I got the chance to go oversea study since my father told me that he want to send me to oversea study, but the problems are I am now confusing about should I change my course to chemical engineering or continue to take mechanical engineering for my degree after I graduate my diploma in mechanical....The fact I confuse is if I do my degree in chemical, I have to spend 3 years for my degree, meanwhile, if I do my degree in mechanical, I have only to spend 2 years to complete it....But I more like chemical engineering than mechanical....Sommore the university which can let me study chemical engineering are quite a few and most of these university are not closed my church, True Jesus Church....So I really donno how to choose....Let my God to decide....

For me, as I told you previous blog, I like to go UK than Australia, but now, I dont care already since anywhere are the same...2 years at Uk cost about 200k, it's also same at australia...So its not the big deal....haha....So its just depend on my father lor, since the money is from him not from myself...haha....

its been a few weeks I dint update my blog, but eventhough I update, I think few people will come and read my blog. However, I still continue writing blog since its a good thing or good way to kill my leisure time...

I'm just came back to Nilai from my hometown last saturday by car, Proton Iswara Aeroback, since I had 2 weeks holidays...Its a old car already but as it can move, I already appreciate liao lor....In this 2 weeks holidays, most of the time I just stay at home la, only i will go out yam cha when my friends ask me go...Meanwhile, I also used 1 day of my holidays spending at clubbing...This is my 1st time go the clubbing, my friends ask me to go there since I never go clubbing be4...In the clubbing house (the name is Mois), there was crowded you know, wanna find a table to put our alcohol also cannot, after a few minutes, we only can use a little space corner to put our things. As my friends told me before, the music was aloud until my heart was follow the tempo of the music...Inside there, my friends started dance liao la, then only I start dance....Haha....Cant imagine how I dance ler....I also dunno how I dance pun....hehe....After I drank some alcohol, I dance more "open" and my body is totally follow the music and I cant control it...Dance, dance, dance....until 3am in the morning, the clubbing house wanna closed liao so we came out la...But 1 of my friends, girl 1 wor, was totally drunk until unconsciously...Only I can tell you her "taufu" was eaten by a guy from 1 of us....Not me har....Another guy who go in the clubbing house with us....I cant do anything with him since....haiz....whatever la...

After I brought her back to my friends apartment with my other friends, she is starting shout "Ah~~~~Ah~~~~~Ah~~~~" sound....Walao, people hear it also 'beh syok"....But I dun care since I got a little bite drunk liao so....I slept....Until next morning, I drave my car back to my house lor....Here I wanna tell you especially girls, if you wanna go to clubbing, can, but dun drink until drunk...Its very dangerous...Or if you wanna drunk, can, go with the friends that you are trusted the most, if can, girls friends....

The day before I come back to Nilai, I attend my friend's grandpa' funeral...But when I saw my friend, she is smiling at me and all my friends are gathered there and just like we are having gathering there...Its this good??

Whatever la...this is about my holiday la...Quite boring ler....Nothing much happen at my hometown la...

2day, I went to KL, Time Square to buy something, actually I want to buy a present for my father since last 2 days is his birthday but I cant celebrate with him. And also I went there with my friend who study at MMU, and he is my hometown friend to buy a present for our friend whose birthday is coming soon. Then we met at Bandar Tasek Selatan KTM station, after that go Time Square together.

While we walked around to find out a present which is suitable to our friend for birthday present, we found out that we are lazy to buy a present so we just decide to pay him a meal and cake lor. And we also plan to bring him go clubbing since 'we" never been there before. After that my friend suggested to me that he wanna go sing K, so we went to Sg.Wang Plaza de Green Box but unfortunately. there was fulled room already. Then we dint give up, so we went to Lawyat Plaza de Red Box, we walked around the plaza many times but still cant find the location of Red Box, after a long time, finally we found it out but......haiz....nid to wait 2 hours time....

To kill our waiting time, we just walk around Sg.wang Plaza to see got thing to buy onot lor....at that time, I just bought a collar shirt onli....haiz....but actually I already bought a watch which cost me about 350, so I have no despire to buy clothes that more that rm50, since now is not the "sales" period so I jz can buy a shirt onli lor....

After singing K at Red Box, we just went bck to our place lor...That is our journey today....Just now, I just read my friend's blog, the friend who went with me, I'm now only know that he met a lot of problems that I don't know becoz I dint read his blog before....what I'm thinking now is if I read his blog just after he wrote his blog, then I can comfort him or advise him or suggest him in his problems....But now, its too late, just like Justin Timberlake sing.....

I'm hoping that if my friends meet problems, I can help them to solve their problems, but iif they dont tell me, I wont know, so I really hope that my friends can tell me their problems when they need help...I am here is not forcing all my friends to do so, I jz mean that "if they need"....

In his blog, he said that he was hoping that the time can reverse to the time we (our hometown and secondary classmate) been together....This made me remind back the time we are all together, doing the Moral projects that we all pretending doing the public services such as throw the rubbish, clean the playground and etc....Together palying around the playground like children, talking nonsense and rubbish things, arguing, pe li (satirize) each other and many thing else....

During the CNY last few week, my friend had said 1 word that make me remind somethings that every1 of my friends, the only thing that impress their mind deeply about me is I had been arguing with them before...And they were angry with me that time, but who knows that, now we are best friends...Perhaps this is called "yuan fen"....Eventhough the friend that I hadnt contact for a long long time, the thing that make them remind about me is I had argued with them before...Haha....Now only you know that I m a hot temper with bad EQ while I was in secondary school, that means only my hometown friends can stand my attitude for many years, so I really really appreciate them....Now my temper is better a lot bcoz of my best friends who always correct my attitude while we are chatting....Haha....So do you have such friends in your life? If not, get one or two or each a group also okey 1...haha....

Ok, tats enough for this blog, hoping you all wont feel bored about it....Goodluck....

Starting from the day our Parliment is dismissed, all the newspapers are reporting about the situaton of the election, reporting that which party's candidates do or done to attract our people to vote for them, or report what they had said during their campaigning. Actually they are not giving the speech to our people during campaigning, but they are scolding and finding the wrong things that their opponents....haiz, this situation let me think about what had happened in Taiwan during their President Election....

For me, my knowledge toward my country's election is less, I jz only know which party are in the election, such as Barisan National (BN), DAP, PAS, Keadilan and etc. For me, I think PAS is Islamic Party, if they won the election, all our people have to obey to the Islamic rules and do the Islamic life.

However, recently, the newspapers are focusing report about BN (MIC-UMNO-MCA) and "Rocket" Party because these two parties are scolding each other during their campaigning...For example, rocket said that BN always gave promises but they cant keep it, while BN said that dont believe what they are talking about....This situation is like two people are arguing about something...For me, who can do the thing, who will win the election, because we, the residents of this country, know about that...who had done the promises, who will attract more people to vote for them...I am wondering why the pirce of petrol increase, so do the price of flour, this can increase our burden...why the chinese cant get a fairly treated for the benefits that offered by the government...why? why? why? I dont know what the government replied....

I had read my fren's blog, he is interest in the political stuff, so I went and read it...In his blog, he is asking, "Is the BN still balancing?" means that is BN still treat the people equally or fairly. In his blog, he wrote a conversation of two people, and these two people are arguing about the political thing, 1 is wakil BN, another 1 is wakil "rocket"...for detail, u may ask my permission, and I ll tell u the website of his blog...It is written in Mandarin de wor.....

Anyway, I am still young to analise the election, eventhough my age is enough to vote, I think I wont vote for any parties, but my only hope is whatever who win this election, our country still can live in peacefully....No war or suffering occure and especially corruption...thats all....

Starting from today, is my study week adi....Thinking of the 1st day of this semester, I felt like its just yesterday matter because of this semester is short semester, so just have 7-8 weeks of classes only...So this time for this semester is short + summore CNY holidays make the time pass more faster (we will feel the time past very fast during our happy or relaxing time)...

Recently I'm always thinking of sumthing, sumthing that make me happy and unhappy. 1st thing is last few month, I helped 1 of my friend doing sumthing very stupid that he need my help very much. After I helped him, many people said that I am very stupid and I shouldn't do that because this matter can ruin my trustworthy, so they said next time can't do that anymore. Actually, when they advise me, I still think that I din't do wrong, but now, I think I had done something stupid. After I helped him, he was very very appriciate my help and will remember my help, because of this, I din't feel that this is sumthing stupid. However, now I'm thinking back, he jz felt appriciation at that time but not until now....So I think I 'm so stupid.....But, whatever la....Let it be....

Actually, recently I'm also thinking of 1 question of did I fall in love with sum1? Sometimes, when I saw a couple walking together at my college, I was thinking that should I find a girlfriend so that I can feel the love that the couples feel? I got 1 girl in my mind, but I don't have brave to let her know about it...I don't know whether she like me onot, sometimes, I got feeling that she like me, but sometimes, no...I scare to get hurt and rejected by her and no more friend....I scare I can't let her happy or satisfy her needs.....haiz....I think I'm "bi-bi" and dont have confidence at my physical look....Fat, ugly, etc....

I'm also thinking of which and where should I further my study after I graduated my diploma level at Nilai. Monash? Nottingham? Curtin? Or directly go to oversea like Singapore, UK....These things are going around my mind, thinking of which 1 is better....My father recommend me go Singapore study la, but he dint force me to go, just suggest to me. Actually I wanna go to UK since the scenary there very good and beautiful, its a very good study environment. So in my choices are:

1. Nottingham University (Malaysia Campus) then last year at main campus at UK
2. Monash University (Malaysia) then last year at Australia
3. Curtin University (Malaysia) then last year at Australia
4. Singapore (dunno which university la)

the problem for Nottingham Uni is I scare they will ask me repeat the whole degree course. This is wasting my diploma la, so hopefully, after I graduated, they can accept my diploma cert la....Monash Uni le, I got a private reason that make me don like to study at there, while for Curtin, its too far from my hometown, need to take aeroplane de ler....haiz....Lastly, Singapore, this problem is, it is not UK....haha....

Anyway, I am very happy that my father let me choose my way and he said he prepare to send me oversea, so I can let my eyes see more thing and learn more thing, more independence.....

Valentine Day

Today or Now is the Valentine's Day already, many couples in this world are now doing the same thing, that is be together with their belover, but for me....I stay at home, writing this blog lor, just same like some single people will do during valentine day....

Actually, I never date with a girl before, I am now already 19 years old, but still cant get a girl friend, dunno why? Sometimes, when I saw my roomate together with his gf, I got a feeling that being a couple feel nice and wonderful, but sometimes, I feel alone is better...therefore, I conclude 1 thing is when u r single and available, God is accompany u, when u r couple, God will guide u until u 2 get marriage if the girl is chosen by God....So this mean that whatever u r, God will always be with you....This year Valentine Day you are with ur belover, but next year perhaps you 2 are not together already, but only God will always be with you, so pass ur Valentine Day with God is better....Haha....Joking....(Sorry God)

Now I just finish my "Posperity Foldover" from McDonald and feel full now so cant sleep yet....From 7/2/2008 until 21/2.2008, is Chinese New Year, so now still can say is CNY, so the posperity foldover is still sold at McDonald...It quite tasty but the foldover bread is suxx....haha....so I recommend that jz eat the meat inside the foldover, while the bread, as you like lor, either you want to eat it or throw it....haha....But it is spicy lor, bcoz of black pepper ler....haha....

Many people will ask,"How is your Valentine Day?", "Got girl friend or boy friend pass your Valentine Day with you?" and etc...For me, useless la....I dun hv any feeling toward Valentine Day, it's just a normal and I have to go to college, continue eating, studying and bla bla bla.....Perhaps this is because I dont have girl friend, but I think eventhough I have girl friend, I will make it everyday is Valentine Day or just pass the day normally....Wanna give chocolate, go Langkawi buy la, taste good and cheaper, wanna give flower to your belover, u can give everyday if you wanted, no need give at Valentine Day Onli...Whatever la, I think you are thinking that I am frustrated about I m still single until I jealous about Valentine Day, but I can tell u that I am not jealous about that, jz I will feel wanna hv a girl friend is better, Tats all....

Whatever la, for me, either single or couple, if you really enjoy your life, that is enough...If you feel happy, the world will be beautiful....so enjoy your life n let God to choose your belover (for single) and hope God bless the couples....Goodnite....

My Feeling Now...

It's been a long time I din't upgrade my blog already because of my laziness to write blog. My blog wont be read by people, eventhough got, it just a few people. Now I write this blog because I suddenly got a feeling that the relationship between one of my hometown friend ( called A) and us (other hometown friends including me) have already become bad or "loose". The relationship became worse until we have very less topic that we can chat to A. I dunno why this can be happened. Perhaps he is busy, or perhaps he really have no time to gather with us, or perhaps he think that we and he are totally difficult type of person so he dun wan to join us. I dunno what the answer is...

Sometimes, I think that it is our problem...Or maybe him? I tried to invite him to our gathering everytime I went bck to my hometown but he reject or he is not at hometown...Therefore, after a long time, we started not to invite him everytime we have gathering since he is not always at hometown...Actually eventhough he is at hometown, he also wont contact us to come out gathering...

Just now, I viewed his friendster, I felt like I was unfamiliar with A, the feeling is like if you ask me what he is doing recently, my answer will be :" I dunno"...If you ask one of us, I think the answer will be same...Actually after form 5, we started to separate to further our study where is far from each other, therefore, to closer our relationship, everytime I went back to my hometown, sure I will call out all my hometown friends go out "yam cha"...Perhaps some of people think that "yamcha" is very waste time, but through "yamcha", the relationship will be stand firm and become closer...

Why we have to closer our relationship with our hometown friends? The reason is very clear. Only the hometown friends know you the best, perhaps better than yourself and your family...hometown friends are the friends that wont betray you and hurt you, even they will try to protect you...They use true heart to friend with you...Asking yourself, how many years already you know your hometown friends? How do you know your hometown friends?

Therefore, appreciate your hometown friends, they will help in the future...Dun let the relationship between you and them become bad or unfamiliar...