Valentine Day

Today or Now is the Valentine's Day already, many couples in this world are now doing the same thing, that is be together with their belover, but for me....I stay at home, writing this blog lor, just same like some single people will do during valentine day....

Actually, I never date with a girl before, I am now already 19 years old, but still cant get a girl friend, dunno why? Sometimes, when I saw my roomate together with his gf, I got a feeling that being a couple feel nice and wonderful, but sometimes, I feel alone is better...therefore, I conclude 1 thing is when u r single and available, God is accompany u, when u r couple, God will guide u until u 2 get marriage if the girl is chosen by God....So this mean that whatever u r, God will always be with you....This year Valentine Day you are with ur belover, but next year perhaps you 2 are not together already, but only God will always be with you, so pass ur Valentine Day with God is better....Haha....Joking....(Sorry God)

Now I just finish my "Posperity Foldover" from McDonald and feel full now so cant sleep yet....From 7/2/2008 until 21/2.2008, is Chinese New Year, so now still can say is CNY, so the posperity foldover is still sold at McDonald...It quite tasty but the foldover bread is suxx....haha....so I recommend that jz eat the meat inside the foldover, while the bread, as you like lor, either you want to eat it or throw it....haha....But it is spicy lor, bcoz of black pepper ler....haha....

Many people will ask,"How is your Valentine Day?", "Got girl friend or boy friend pass your Valentine Day with you?" and etc...For me, useless la....I dun hv any feeling toward Valentine Day, it's just a normal and I have to go to college, continue eating, studying and bla bla bla.....Perhaps this is because I dont have girl friend, but I think eventhough I have girl friend, I will make it everyday is Valentine Day or just pass the day normally....Wanna give chocolate, go Langkawi buy la, taste good and cheaper, wanna give flower to your belover, u can give everyday if you wanted, no need give at Valentine Day Onli...Whatever la, I think you are thinking that I am frustrated about I m still single until I jealous about Valentine Day, but I can tell u that I am not jealous about that, jz I will feel wanna hv a girl friend is better, Tats all....

Whatever la, for me, either single or couple, if you really enjoy your life, that is enough...If you feel happy, the world will be beautiful....so enjoy your life n let God to choose your belover (for single) and hope God bless the couples....Goodnite....

My Feeling Now...

It's been a long time I din't upgrade my blog already because of my laziness to write blog. My blog wont be read by people, eventhough got, it just a few people. Now I write this blog because I suddenly got a feeling that the relationship between one of my hometown friend ( called A) and us (other hometown friends including me) have already become bad or "loose". The relationship became worse until we have very less topic that we can chat to A. I dunno why this can be happened. Perhaps he is busy, or perhaps he really have no time to gather with us, or perhaps he think that we and he are totally difficult type of person so he dun wan to join us. I dunno what the answer is...

Sometimes, I think that it is our problem...Or maybe him? I tried to invite him to our gathering everytime I went bck to my hometown but he reject or he is not at hometown...Therefore, after a long time, we started not to invite him everytime we have gathering since he is not always at hometown...Actually eventhough he is at hometown, he also wont contact us to come out gathering...

Just now, I viewed his friendster, I felt like I was unfamiliar with A, the feeling is like if you ask me what he is doing recently, my answer will be :" I dunno"...If you ask one of us, I think the answer will be same...Actually after form 5, we started to separate to further our study where is far from each other, therefore, to closer our relationship, everytime I went back to my hometown, sure I will call out all my hometown friends go out "yam cha"...Perhaps some of people think that "yamcha" is very waste time, but through "yamcha", the relationship will be stand firm and become closer...

Why we have to closer our relationship with our hometown friends? The reason is very clear. Only the hometown friends know you the best, perhaps better than yourself and your family...hometown friends are the friends that wont betray you and hurt you, even they will try to protect you...They use true heart to friend with you...Asking yourself, how many years already you know your hometown friends? How do you know your hometown friends?

Therefore, appreciate your hometown friends, they will help in the future...Dun let the relationship between you and them become bad or unfamiliar...

Saturday Sabbath Service at Seremban Church

Its not the 1st time I went to Seremban church for sabbath service on Saturday, but 2day, at the church service, I saw a couple of mother and son attend the service, I saw them before at Pork Dickson church last year, during my extended theolo there....When I first saw them, her son is a blind and her mother is needed by him to carry him to the seat of the church hall...I am not look down to him but got a little bit pity to him coz he cant see this world

Actually I was curious about why he is blind but I din ask any1 about his story...Then, today, I meet them at church and her mother brought him to a seat and he automatically sit down...During the service, I was thinking, why the mother want to bring him to church since he cant read the bible or even cant see the world, the people, perhaps he got the testimonial which happen on him...I dunno, but after a short while of thinking about this, I realised that the mother bring her son to church is the best gift to her son - the salvation of God...Perhaps the mother think that the best thing to help my blind son is bringing him to church and hope that God will give mercy and bless him...How great the mother is.....

Therefore, in my prayer, I kept on pray to them, ask God to take care upon them, giving them a good healthy body and hope that the son will open his eyes one day....I was touching when I think from the view....

As a result, if we have this kind of heart, a heart that truly search for the salvation from God, God will guide us and bless us....The mother bring her son to church is helping her son to search for the salvation....So the mother until now, although she is old with white-grey hair, still she is very strong and still can carry her son go here go there, this is all the mercy of God....

During Exam Week....

This week and next week (21th Nov - 29th Nov) are my exam week...Actually I m now quite boring so I think out that I hv been long time din write new blog...Its about 2months like that lor....haiz...bcoz of lazy, he he....

Last week, I rushed my Management assignments in 2 days and its just 2 of them...Some more I need 2study for the last test for this subject so last week is totally the busiest week I ever had before. These 2 days, I jz sleep 3-4 hours, most of the time I used to do research and thinking of the comment or conclusion for the assignment...Perhaps u donno wat I m talking about, actually my Management assignments are like finding a company or two companies' balance sheet and found out the ratio for at least 3 years...Furthermore, I need to think the reasons for the ratio...Perhaps these ratios are very easy to the accounting or business students, but for me, an engineering student, its very difficult and I am always think that this subject (Industrial Engineering and Management) should not be learned by engineering students. Although this subject got the word "Engineering", its not true, its exactly like management....

Because of these tough assignments, I dont have time to study for the test and I know that my lecturer had given us tips or can be said "test questions" but I still dont have time to memorise the answers....Quite wasted....My lecturer is a "good" lecturer until he gave us the final exam tips lor....Perhaps he think that he dunno how to teach this subject so to let us all pass, he can onli give us tips lor....Should I say that I was lucky or I was happy bcos my lecturer gave the tips? Ans: Not exactly....

During my study week, I have no mood to study, until now, I still the same...Lazy here, lazy there...Haiz...I oso dunno why I am so lazy....I saw people hardworking, I want to hardwork too but the lazy virus of my body became active again....haiz....So sometime, especially near the exam day, my thinking is totally unstable....Stress, Stress, Stress.....this is the results of "lin shi bao fo jiao" or as a Christian, I should say "lin shi qiu Jesus".....

When I was boring or nothing to do, I will think of something that complicated or nonscense or think something lebih-lebih so I got 1 idea that nowaday, girls want to have a same status in the society as boys, like whatever the man can do, the girls will like to do it or the girls need the boys to respect them....However, these sounds like the girls want to same status with boys but exactly. boys always want to same status to girls....Why I am saying this becoz if you saw a boy holding a boy's hand, what is the 1st impression to you? Sure, you will think that they are "gay", but if a girl holding a girl's hand, will you think they are "lesbian"? Not exactly...I am saying this not because of I am a gay or wat...I m telling this becoz I hear 1 artist saying this in TV so I think that wat he said got its meaning...So from here, do you think that boys and girls can be same status in this society? Not exactly...However, I am still respect to girls and I oso think that girls can handle many thing smoother than boys, but from the idea I said jz now is jz telling that in the field, boys and girls cannot be same status until we all change our view....

Sometimes, I am wondering why I wanna write these blogs and post it, perhaps I wanna to tell my frens about somethings or perhaps I need some "space" to express my feelings....Its quite good so post ur post if u wanted....

What Am I Study Now? (Boring Blog)

My friends who are from my hometown always ask me that wat am I study now? Sure, they ask this questions got their reason. The reason is always why I am so free and very happy during my studying, eventhough the exm is next week, but still I am so free. Unlike they all, busy busy busy until wanna die or busy wif their assignments. However, onli me very free, dun busy wif my assignments compare wif them....

Actually, I also dunno I can free like that la, coz all my coursemates oso like tat wat (except sum students r very hardworking and they all bz studying topics that out of our syllabus). We really very free wif our assignments, and some assignments r very easy or jz a few assignments for us...I dunno whether this good onot, until 1 day I realise that, thats not good 2us coz these will cause us more lazy than b4. However, its too late but I ll try my best to fix it until I become hardworking than b4...

These all happen at Nilai International University College for onli students who study Diploma in Engineering. This college, 1 word can describe it:"Suck"...I mean is onli for the course. Our college actually not actually concern about our engineering course. The reason I said this is: 1st thing is the lecturers who teach us r jz 6-7 lecturers but not every lecturers r good in teaching rite? These lecturers hv to teach about 3-4 subjects per lecturer, which mean in 1 semester, a lecturer hv to teach 2-3 subjects. Once, I got 1 semester, 3 subjects r same lecturer, can u imagine it? U hv to c this lecturer 4 days in a weekend...How come???

Actually this college is good in environment but not good in teaching n facilities...Such as, our engineering lab, the facilities there very less, but now they buy many new mechine liao but I hven used it ko la...this college is more concern about the business or other programmes students. After this programme de students can go 2better university at oversea, but for engineering, there are sum good universities but nid 2get hgher marks which is the CGPA is more than 3.8 over 4.0 le...Most of the universities accept the business student of our college, but not engineering...

However, now our college has upgrated 2universtiy college liao so they start build a building, which I think is our engineering block la but perhaps not....

Anyway, I m now dun hv anything 2say liao, although this college suck, but I still like it coz I got frens here n I oredi study at here for 1 year and ++ liao le...Wat use I change college, waste time waste money...

Closed Friends, Normal Friends Or Passenger

Recently, I always thought about this type of question. What characteristic did I act in my frens' lives? A closed frens? A normal frens? Or even jz a passenger? Before I told u wat is my answers, I wont like 2share why I categorize frens into these categories.

1stly, closed friends. Sure as a normal human beings, since we hv the ability to communicate with other people, we start to hv friends and we should hv frens so that we wont feel alone while we walk on the path of life. Closed frens or can be called as "Brothers/Sisters" which mean they are as close as our family members, are the friends that noe us the best and will try to help us when we meet problems even though the problems will bother them. They wont hope to repay but jz hope we can be their best frens forever. They will also scold us when we r doing wrong and help us to fix the problems we hv done together. Mostly, this kind of friends are our hometown friends bcoz they'd wif us for a long time so they noe wat we r thinking about. When we r sad, they will concern about us. This called "closed friends'.

2ndly, normal friends. what will u do to ur normal frens? For this, I cant gif a actual answers coz different people hv different thinkings and actions, but I can gif a few examples which I observe from my surroundings people. Some people they are very friendly towards their normal friends and always help them in something very small problems, however, they are hoping to repay it. thats mean u hv to help them when they nid ur helps. Some of people they r acting friendly, but actually they wanna use their normal friends to reach their destiny. They wont sacrifice anything toward their normal friends but they will ask the frens to help then when they nid. This kind of people, 3 words to them:"Go to die". Some of people they ll jz sacrifice something toward their normal frens and they wont care about the frens and think that even though they lost these normal friends they wont mind.

Lastly, a passenger. If u r acting a passenger in ur frens' lives, that mean u really r jz a passenger that ur frens dun mind about u and dun concern about and even dun mind to lose u as a fren. Perhaps they r jz using u to fulfill their empty time or their boring time. They still will chat wif u but actually they dun act u as their frens but a "chatting room". I hv nothing to comment about this kind of frens...

For me, mostly, I felt like I'm jz a passenger in my frens' lives. No one concern about me, no one care about me and no one understand me. But still I got closed frens in my hometown, however, when I felt boring n unhappy at some place where far away from them, who will come 2comfort me...Who? No one will do that except them...Sometimes, I think tat why can this happen on my life? Since I m very appreciate them as my best friends, but they dun appreciate me...Why? Perhaps I think too much or perhaps I oredi become the one from my past, but I dun wan 2become like my past coz I scare I will hurt other people, but what can I do? No one wanna help me 2stop changing myself to original me. I dun wan 2bcome like tat since I use many years to change it oredi.

Perhaps after I wrote this blogs, some of my frens may feel angry wif me but sry, dude, this is wat I feel recently, I dun like to lie my frens and I will say watever I think to my frens, tats the way of my friendship.

A Week of Bad Luck in Pdg.Serai, My Hometown

From 27th July until 5th August is my college semester break, so I went back to Pdg.Serai. On 27th tat day, after I finished my drawing final exam, I went 2canteen hving my lunch then directly went 2 Puduraya Station 2take bus express go bck 2 Butterworth. When I reached there, I quickly went 2the counter to buy the ticket go bck 2butterworth. However, I cant buy a normal price ticket which onli cost RM24 but now they sold me RM33 1 bcoz tat weekend got a lot of people going bck 2 BUtterworth so they hv 2 operate extra bus...

At the ticket there, it wrote 3pm bus so I waited at the platform there since tat time was 230pm..I waited n waited n waited until I saw my bus coming into the platform but the bus driver was not letting us into the bus...Walao le...then a guy came 2us n bring all the passengers who wanna go 2butterworth to outside of the station. So we hv 2wait the bus until 4pm, then the bus onli came 2us. I was surprise tat the bus was economy-class(40++ seats) but I bought the ticket from the counter is VIP class 1 wor...We hv been cheated by the bus company...I dun argue wif them coz I wanna go bck fast...On the way going bck, it really take me a long long time which about 6 hours, normally onli 4 hours but since the bus is economy class, so it take more time 2travel...

The second day at Pdg.Serai, at nite, my fren, Hung n I went to find my another fren, Lun. At Lun's house, we chatted n online until 1am sumting. We watched the you-tube sharing video clip "Negaraku" is the title which criticize our Malaysia's bad habits n bad attitudes. After tat, Hung n me went bck 2our house. On the way, I saw a group of polices coming 2us, then I told me fren tat," we die liao this time" bcoz we went bck by motorcycle without wearing helmet n summore Hung din bring his I/C...So the police blocked us n asked my license coz I m the driver of the motorcycle. The police checked my license n my motorcycle's road-tax n asked 4 I/C summore.. Tat time, I onli noe tat my fren din bring his I/C...Shit...Then a policeman who wearing his uniform said tat he wanna fine us RM 300, so I asked the policeman giving us a chance coz this is my first time being fined, but the policeman asked us how 2gif us a chance coz they r now doing operation (means go around the place)...Then the policeman took a long time n asked us again n again wat should we wanna 2do...actually from the starting, I oredi noe tat they felt very "thirsty" n wanna us 2"belanja" them drinking tea, but I m not sure tat this policeman wanna be corrupted onot since corruption is illegal. However from his action, I noe he wan it so i took out RM50 since I onli got this money in my wallet n my fren din bring wallet at all, n gif it 2the policeman. Then, the policeman smiled 2us n shake my hand while I wanna go bck home...Haiz...This is Malaysia's polices' practice...

Then, a day b4 I came bck to Nilai, my external hardisk accidentally fell down from my hand while I wanna lock my front door, then my external hardisk spoiled oredi....Haiz...I was very sad until I cant sleep properly during tat nite...Until the next day morning, I oredi prepared all my things which wanna bring go bck 2 Nilai, n a church member who wanna bring me bck 2 KL came 2my house, then I onli realize tat, my new sport shoes which I wore it come bck from Nilai, had disappeared so I quickly phone the person who wore my shoes but he din answer my phone...I was very angry with tat person's irresponsible, tat person is my elder brother but I dun like him since many years ago...

Haiz...When I came bck 2 Nilai, I tot the bad luck will end but the first day of the registration day, while I wanna take my examination result, I onli realise tat I forget bring my Student ID...But tat time, I cant go bck 2my house n take it since I dun hv transport 2 go bck there...Without Student ID, I cant take my result n doing any registration things, so I was desperate at tat time coz all my course mates doing registration but onli me watching at there...I m so "sui"...

Walao, I really wish tat the bad luck wont continue again...I really dunno how 2handle wat the bad luck bring 2me...I hope everything going smoothly enuf oredi....May God Bless Me...