Year 2012~~~

Late...I am so late / lazy to update my blog since I believe no one will come and read my blog....Anyway, I am still taking blog as my tool to release my tension, plus practise my typing skill...

Year 2012 is started with spring cleaning at church. I am in-charge of tidying up the Audio room, where all the books, magazines, booklets, brochures and etc are located. I needed to take out all the stuffs from the cupboards and went through one by one so that I can choose which to go, which to stay. As per expected, I found lots of old old magazines and books in the cupboards. The date that written on it seem to be 10-20 years ago, even the papers become brownish...Fortunately, I did not meet any visitors during the tidy up....

After the clean up, the cupboards are thoroughly different...more empty spaces for the REU textbooks and new magazine to put in.

Last week, my church had been renovated and new background of the stage for this new year. Time flies, its been 10 years since the dedication of the church. Now, the church hall is changed and new planning for this year has been started.

Next week is Chinese New Year....I will take one day leave for 3rd of CNY, not because I want to, just because many people take leaves 3 days continuous to make the holidays one week shot...So, I am just being polite to take one day....XD...

However....

Our stupid Program manager and customer want us to have New Model Run at the end of next week and the top management wants us to come to work on Saturday...Totally no mood for that...Anyhow, I really hope that the materials are having problem to dock in one time so that we can postpone it...But, it is not a good mood for CNY....

小悦悦事件....

Last few weeks, I heard a very sad news from Facebook as well as TV....I believe that most of the people in the world knew about this news....

A two-year-old Chinese girl run over by two different vehicles and ignored by passersby died on Friday, state media said, in a case which ignited public uproar over what some called a moral numbness seeping through society.

Both drivers who ran over the girl have been arrested, but Internet users have flooded microblogs decrying the apathy of the people who left her for dead, after graphic footage from a security camera of the incident went viral.

Wang Yue died of brain failure more than a week after the accident in Foshan in the far southern province of Guangdong, Xinhua news agency said.

Last Tuesday, I was having a training at my company, and the trainer is a Singaporean. She told me about the feeling she has toward this incident.

Trainer: To be honest, toward this incident, if I were one of the 18 strangers, I will DO THE SAME THING...

Me: (stunned)

Trainer: The reason I said so because there is one China colleague told me that, in China, please mind your own business enough, do not simply go and help people in the street.

Me: Why?

Trainer: Because if you help the person, the person might blame you that you are the one who hurt him/her. This mean that if that time, I go and save the little girl, I might be charged for murdering. Unless, the little girl claims that she hurts by herself.

Me: (Speechless....)

Trainer: And if I were committed to the police there, believe me, they are all corrupted...So, I will have to eat this "dead cat"....Therefore, in China, please do not watch up when you want to help a person, if can, just ignore it...

What do you think about this? In this conversation, I truly believe that she is so "kia-si" which causing her having this kind of thinking - afraid to be cheated or blamed instead of losing a life...

What will you do if you are the stranger who walked pass the little girl? Will you save her?

I will definitely save her, whether pulling her to the road side or calling an ambulance for her....every action does mean to her....but not ignorance....what the world is going on? because of selfish? because of money? Is this more value than a life? NO!!!!

This accident has given me a warning, as well as to everyone in this world....Bare in mind, money can buy many things, but not life and time....

Leave......

She is leaving....
for her future....
by the heart of unwillingness....
by the heart of missing someone....
together with her luggage....and her lovely teddy bear....
without saying anything, she stepped into the plane...
leave no word behind...
as she knows that the unwillingness will overcome her...
for the future....
she needs to leave....
leave her familiar land....

He is leaving....
for his future....
by showing his happiness on his face....
but with the heart of unwillingness....
together with his bags....and his memory of happiness....
By telling a little joke, he stepped onto the plane...
leave a laughter behind....
as he knows this can overcome his unwillingness....
for his future...
he has to leave....
leave his familiar friends....

They are leaving....
for escaping from tension....
by showing their frustrations on their face....
but without releasing their angers...
together with their dissatisfaction....and their letters....
leaving the letters, they stepped out from their jobs....
leave no regret behind....
as they know this is the right choice for them....
for their futures....
they have to leave....
leave their sufferings....


PS: Too many people are leaving....should I be the one?

真的值得吗？

为了爱……

放弃了生活……
放弃了家人……
放弃了朋友……

丢弃了大家的爱心……
丢弃了大家的期望……
丢弃了大家的大恩……

值得吗？

只为了一个人……

Experience of Working~~~~

After a long time of exposure in working field, I experience a lot of bad things:

1) Twister

Well, in my team, it is still okay, since they all are just seeking for comfortable of job....However, there are some people who like to twist the words upside down, especially Indians (no offense, I just base on my observation)

Example:
Twister: Boss, I confirm that the order is different, so we can easily sort of the differences
Boss: Okay, then we sort it out....XXX, please go and sort it out....
XXX: Are you sure about this, Twister?
Twister: Yes, I confirm....

Next day....

XXX: Where is the list?
Twister: All the orders are same, no different...
XXX: What the....yesterday you said there is different orders, now it is totally different....
Twister: When did I said that?

2) Never Say without Data

Never say,"I think", but "I confirm"....Engineers should speak with data and evidence...of course, technical sense....I experience it a couple of times, causing me "brainwash" by my director....Anyway, it doesn't matter because they expect too much on a junior engineer....:)

Example:

Me: I think this might be the material problem...
Director: What you think? Where is the data? Why you feel that way?
Me: Errr................because the material is always having problem.....
Director: What always? Don't speak without data....

3) Apple Polishing

This make me feel bad on this kind of people....When talking to managers or directors, every sentence starts with "Boss"....

Example:

Polisher: Boss, I will do this....Boss, I believe that I can do it well
Boss: Okay, keep on doing it....
Polisher: Boss, I will do this and that....Boss
Boss: Okay, give me the report after doing it....
Polisher: Okay, Boss....

See, all the bad things I have seen, and much more than that, which I haven't written down....for those who is going to start working, you will see the same thing....

PS: Take it as a training when you are facing this kind of people because this kind of people are everywhere...:)

Working Service & Studying Service...

Hello, my blog readers, sorry that I stopped blogging long time ago. This is because of my working life is tiring me...Here, I would like to share some of my thoughts recently...

Studying Service

Past few years, I started doing divine works for the churches. During my college time, I joined the Kajang choir and also some other activities. While the time in UK, I used to go to church almost every Sabbath day. It was my happy time in the time with God. However...

Working Service

It is harder than I thought. Much more harder than the time I was studying...Since I am one of the youth in my church and my church just has few "active" youth, so I am given many things to do in church....I am now a REU teacher for Upper Prime and Junior Youth...I am a speaker of Thursday service (once per two months)...I am now a REU person-in-charge...I am an engineer in real life....I am one of the few active youth, which means many thing we have to do to help the church...It's too heavy for me...I feel stress, because this is church work, and I cannot do it wrongly....At the same time, I have also stress in my work...Different kind of stress is putting on my shoulders....

Somehow, I just pray that God will help me....Give me strength and let me adapt these stresses faster...

New Year 2011~~~

I think its quite late to say Happy New Year to my readers (although it is just a few of people...:D), but still I need to wish you all Happy New Year...

Again and again, my blog is been quiet for a month...This is because I am so lazy to update my blog due to my working life is tiring me...Lets talk about what happen since the last blog...

Xmas holiday....

First of all, I would like to declare that I do not celebrate Christmas nor Easter...My church, True Jesus Church, does not celebrate it since it is not written in Bible...Anyway, I just treated it like a normal public holidays...

During this holiday, I went to Cameron Highland with my church's youth...It was fantastic experience with them...We ate a lot of delicious food along the trip...The photo are all in my Facebook, if you have mine...


New Year....

Well, our church have organized BBQ section...After that, we have sharing section....On the new year's morning, I went to church for morning prayer...It was a good start for a brand new year....


This blog is just simple update...:D

Thank God~~~

First of all, thank God for everything I have now and what He had done for our church...

I am a youth from Padang Serai church, which is located at a small small town in Kedah, Malaysia. Before I left my church to a foreign city for further study, my church was a "weak" church. Most of the services were just attended by a few elderly members. Our faith were very weak, even an Elder said that we, ourselves, did not appreciate ourselves, how did the other churches help us. Although it was hurting, it is a fact. Honestly, I also looked down on my church because there are no youth there. Youth is the future of a church, is a new life of a church.

However, God know our weakness, He always know our needs, so He gave us a good choir leader, a sister that can gather all the members to form a choir. All the members are gathered together to serve God and at the same time, their faiths are improving. After 4 years absence in my church, I see and feel the new life of my church. We have Love Feast, we have choir, we have REU classes. Recently God leads a truthseeker to us. Thank God...

The youth is coming back to my church, including me...I try to find a job near to my hometown so that I can serve in my church, and thank God for giving me this opportunity. When I look back the past few years, I feel that God is looking after Padang Serai church, we did fall down in faith but God took us up...Many things you cannot explain why, but we do see the result of God's blessing on my church...

However, we still have a lot of improvement to make, so pray for us and may God continue blessing us...

New Page of my Life~~~

My company's logo

Its been a month I dint update my blog...Actually I have a lot of things to write, but one word is concluding my reason, "lazy"...:D

Okie dokie, this post is written to tell you all about my working life, a brand new page of my life...Before this, I would like to tell you all about my job...I am Manufacturing Engineer/Process Engineer/Product Engineer (whatever) so I need to understand and analyze the whole manufacturing process, starting from raw materials to shipment, everything I have to know...The product I am currently (will) handle is IFE (Integrated Flight Entertainment), which is a touch screen TV that you can see in front of your seat while you are in a flight...This things are all about electronic and I have no idea why they hire me as I am Mechanical Student...Anyway, it is an interesting job so far, since I am very very very fresh to this stuff of things...

As a fresh graduate, we always have no right to talk about our expected salary, even though the company asks us about your expected salary, you will not dare to write higher salary because we scare we will not get the job...Same as me...However, I did write RM2600 for my expected salary which I think is quite okay for me (my friend asked me to write higher because they will surely cut down your expected salary...)

My friend was right, they really cut down my salary until RM2200...Fortunately, I did ask the interviewer about the salary and he said that my expected salary is under the fresh graduate policy...therefore, I argued with HR people about this, and finally, they offer me RM2500...

Anyway, my first day at work was no bad, just a little bit of boring...My manager briefly explained the process to me (He is very nice person and he is also Padang Serai kia...haha...) Also, he introduced some senior engineers (teammates) to me and set a bunch of training for me to learn...

The first week was roughly the same, I have no PC until now, so I have to share PC with a technician...It is awkward to borrow PC from him since he also needs to use it...Hopefully tomorrow the stupid IT department will send a PC to my desk...I tried really hard to understand the flow and the process, but just I scare I will forget it since I just know briefly...As a result, I always offered help to my partner, but he cant give me since I am still new...Anyway, these days will come...:D

New life, new environment...I am still undergoing the adaption of working life and environment, hopefully everything will go fine, pray hard to GOD for His guidance...

PS: Working life = healthy life (sleep early, wake up early...XDXD)

2nd Week in Malaysia~~

It was 2 weeks since I came back from UK to Malaysia, and I feel I had come back for a long time...Maybe I had done lots of things within these 2 weeks, making me feel that way...Anyway, I havent told you all about the reason I made a sudden decision to come back to Malaysia...The story is like this:-

On the night of 9th September, I checked online about PSW, then I found out that I was not eligible to apply because I had no at least £800 in my bank account for the past 3 months...It was my mistake, I should prepare it earlier...Therefore, I had to go back to Malaysia to apply if I want to come back again to UK...

The reason I made quick decision because I was staying at my church member house, so I felt awkward to stay longer...Actually, all this I think is God's will...During YTTC, I prayed that if I cannot get a job after YTTC, I will straightly go back to Malaysia, but I did not do what I pray for...I still stay back here even I did not get a job...Therefore, God wants me to come back to Malaysia since it was the thing I pray for...

These 2 weeks time in Malaysia, I ate a lot and met lots of old old friends...I had 3 interviews and applied many jobs...I am still waiting for replies...I did these so that my father will stop forcing me to find a job...Anyway, I do whatever he asks me to do...

PS: My yougest brother birthday today...

知足常乐~~Satisfaction

Recently, I saw one of my old schoolmate posted a status on his facebook account, saying that if he can choose what to be in his next life (Buddhism = reincarnation), he wanted to be born in a riches family so that he can buy whatever he wants without considering the prices. I was so angry and disappointed on him. As a man, he should fight for it by himself instead of depending on his parents. I know him since childhood, and after 17 years old, we all separated different directions to pursue our ambitions. From what I know, he is the only child of his parents, so they indulge him, trying their best to satisfy their only son. I think this is the reason that he posted the status in Facebook.

As I know, his parents are not wealthy people but still, they buy many luxury (wasted, I should say) things for him, such as LV, Gucci and bla bla bla. He is a man, what for he pursues these kinds of material thing, although he is sissy guy. He should be responsible to his parents, give them money, or at least don't let them to spend much money on him. Anyway, this is all his business. His parents had done wrong on their child education.

I am so lucky that my parents trained us to be frugal. Maybe because I have 4 brothers, so they have to do that to cut down our family's expenses. In Bible, there are many verses talking about this thing. Meanwhile, Bible has taught us to be satisfaction to what we have now. Don't pursue something unneccassary to our Souls.

Anyway, I hope that he can wake up from his indulgence, stop wasting money on material thing but in more meaningful thing such as helping his family.

Father (Part 3)~~~

I shouldn't ask my parents for suggestion, because everytime end up with an arguement, since they don't really understand me especially my father...

I just finished my call with them and I was so sad and disappointed that my father still do not understand my needs and my thinking, although I had told them about my plan. If I go back to Malaysia, I plan to use 3 months times to serve God...However, I don't think this gotta work now because my father will force me to find a job...Why he has such small faith in God? He supposes to feel happy about me, but unfortunately, he won't let me do that...Maybe I just stay back in UK, escape from my father, is not a bad idea...I believe that God will guide me when I make the decision...

What should I do? What should I do? Am I confident to myself that I can survive in UK by doing part time?

Stay or Leave?

To be honest, I pray that God will show me His way to me, but now I am still confusing...How come I have such a small faith?

Today morning, I went to HAYS Recruitment Agency to ask them for helping me in Job Hunting, but end up, they told me that I have to have experience in that particular field...I am fresh graduate without experience, so they can't help me...Therefore, I went to the other recruitment agency and the answers were the same, until an agency called, MANPOWER (funny name...) told me that, I have to transfer my Student VISA to a VISA that allow me to work full time...I was just realised that I was so stupid, I should apply for PSW earlier, then I can get a job now...However, its all come into my mind, should I stay and apply for PSW or leave UK to Malaysia? Where can I stay in Birmingham while I am doing my PSW? My contract for my currently accommodation is expired on 8th Sept, which is next week...Oh gosh....what should I do?

I think I just pray and pray....worry doesnt help me at all...

YTTC 2010 in Sunderland~~~"Be Transformed"

For the past 3 weeks, I was away from Birmingham to Sunderland church to attend YTTC (Youth Theological Training Course)...The theme of this year is "Be Transformed"...It was fun and productive weeks and causing me wanted to join them again next year, but I am not sure whether I am able to join them or not...

First day, I went to Sunderland by train, costing me about £46.00 for the return tickets. I walked from the Sunderland Metro Station to Church alone...Fortunately I checked the map the day before I left Bham...It took me about 20 minutes and I was sweating after the walk (plus luggage and bag)...

I was welcomed by some people there and Anthony was the only who showed me my sleep "bed"...Then, I went to register at the reception room...After registration, I met Colin and had a little chat with him...I congratulated to him since he was engaged with Marian...:D

I went to the dining area and met up Johnny, the preacher to be, and I was so surprise to see the German youths that I know during the Germany trip...So happy to meet up in Sunderland...After a while, the London participants came in, together with 2 Taiwan participants, Yu Chen and Wei Jen...Happy to meet them too...

After the open ceremony, we had some fellowships and sharing...Then 11pm, bed time as usual...After the first day, everyday was almost the same...

Morning Prayer: 45 minutes, started from 7:30am

Breakfast: Bread and buns, with tea, milk, cereal, hams, cheese and etc

Classes: Genesis, Basic Doctrines, University Life, Literary Minister, Introduction to New Testament, Luke, Prepare to Perfect Partner, Basic Evangelism and Bible Study Guide

Lunch + Dinner: 1 hour per each, including duties...After lunch and dinner, still have classes to go...

Evening Prayer: 20-30 minutes for sermon (by Year 3 students) and the rest of time was praying for Holy Spirit...

ASF (assignments, self study, fellowship): 1 hour....

Hymn Practise: 45 minutes after lunch....

Activities: Sport day...2 hours on Sunday....

Sabbath Service: Hymnal Presentation....as usual...

Actually I was enjoying the life in YTTC here...The rules were not as strict as Theolo in Malaysia, but we did prayed a lot during 3 weeks...45 minutes + 30 minutes per day...I think Malaysia should think about it because prayer is the most effective to strengthen our spiritual life...

I was in Year 1 by the way, although I had finished my 3 years theolo in Malaysia. At first, I was wondering why I have to go to Year 1 again, but after this 3 weeks, I gained a lot of knowledge about bible that I never knew before...Thanks God for guiding me to YTTC this year....The University Life session was not really useful for me since I was graduated...

During the farewell, when the Year 3 presentation, it reminded me the last day of my theolo in Malaysia...Anyway, 3 years is not a short time...XD...

PS: Tomorrow I will go for an interview as a salesman...haiz...really dont know what to do with this job...Pray to God for his guidance...XD

Father (Part 2)~~

This afternoon, my father texted me and asked me to call my cousin that I rarely know, so that I can ask him to give me a favor in job hunting. He scolded me (maybe...) that I just sat at home, doing nothing. I was speechless and a little frustrated and angry plus stress because until now, my father don't really understand my situation here and he just judged me like he always did...

I am grown up people, and I am always independant, I don't want to depend on other people, I don't like the feelings that forcing cousins do somethings that "might" bring them unconvenient. My cousin is working in electronic company, which is not related to my degree, and the company is in Bangkok, which at the place I don't really like (No offence)...I have my own plan but now, he just broke into my plan and make me to follow his plan because I am his son. He never asked me what I really want to...This is my future, not yours...

My plan is spending one month time to serve God before I start working, but my father is forcing me to find a job immediately...How is my plan, then? Screwed up, because I have to obey him...

Every single text he sent to me is a pressure to me...Is like a pushing button...I had done what I need to do, but now, all I can do is waiting for replies...However, my father doesn't understand this, he said I was sitting at home, doing NOTHING...What? Am I so untrustable for you? Please, let me plan my future with my Heavenly Father...

I understand my father is out of good intention, but it had become one kind of pressure for me, which I cannot avoid or ignore...My father had done the same things to me while I was doing my UK Visa...That time, he dint understand that the agency needed time to approve my Visa, and he kept on calling me, scolding me, saying that I dont really follow up the progress...This made me stress until I din't know how to pray...fortunately, I have my Heavenly Father to comfort me by using the mouth of preacher...Thanks God...

This post is just a way for me to release my frustration and my stress...Pray for me if you are christian...

简单？不简单？天真？不天真？

正如实力派歌手黄小琥的最新唱片《简单，不简单》，人性也是如此，看是简单、单纯的人，不一定是简单与单纯。外表看似大方，背后正在打着如意算盘，外表看似和蔼可亲，里面却是憎恶无比，真是金玉其外，败絮其中。当然，如果你知道“其中”，你会觉得“其外”也是败坏的。

在我的四年离乡背井，到外地读书的日子里，我想在此向那些教过我人心的“可爱”的人说声谢谢，因为你们教我如何看看这世界。我承认，我看似简单，但不简单，因我学会了“以其人之道，还至其人之身。”他们也教会我，人要自私，因别人会找你便宜。真心换来的是伤害，与其如此，倒不如不付出？

我也学会了戴面具，但为何教我戴的人，往往就不会戴面具呢？你说你想要做自己，但却教我戴面具，不是很矛盾吗？可能因为我是主见的人吧，什么东西都要别人跟我做的一样，我真是差劲，但你也不是十全十美的吧，但是你不曾承认过你的弱点，因你认为“他/她”比我们更加了解你。我相信"soulmate"，但不可能你的soulmate所说的，全都是对的嘛，也不能因为你的soulmate不喜欢，你也跟着不喜欢吧。我现在已不所谓了，你喜欢怎样就怎样吧。

PS：我没有别的意思，如有雷同，纯属个人感觉

Summer 2010 in Birmingham~~~

Nigth View

Day view...

I moved to a new place, called Londonderry House in Birmingham City Centre...Goodbye Glendower Road...

Londonderry House is a flat and I live in 12th floor. The room is big, has private toilet with shower, all bills are included, but the internet connection is extremely slow....Imagine you used to have 10MB internet speed and now downgrade to 512Kps speed....Not used to it...However, I think it is kind of training, train my patience and slow down my life's speed, which I think its quite good...The outside window view is nice, I can see the sky clearly and also the night view of Birmingham since I live 12th floor...Its been a week I live here, I had met my flatmates, who are Chinese (China) students...The first night, I met some situation, which the Chinese lives the room in front of my room, broke his door because he can't open the door plus he was drunk...I asked him yesterday, and he told me he din't know what happen to the door...(=.=''')...Anyway, I think he is a nice guy....Hopefully...

Bro.John is back to Birmingham after a year research in Taiwan, and now we go to Leicester church every Saturday...Finally I had my company again...Thanks God...The weather is nice but hot, although it is just around 27'C, compare to Malaysia, its nothing...However, I felt hot to the weather....Sweating now...

I plan to go to Euro but I had registered to go for YTTC (Youth Theological Training Course) in Sunderland...I am not sure whether I want to go or not, because perhaps I get my job replies during the training course...I have no idea with it, but just pray to God that He can give me a job before August...Anymore, its all depend on His will...(pray for me ya...)

Here is a sad news:

I received a phone call from my youngest brother saying that my Uncle's wife was past away last Monday, the first day I moved in this room. I was not shocked or sad, because I knew this day will come, for all of us, her day was just came earlier...Actually I was told she was suffered liver cancer (not sure) and it was 3rd stage of cancer, so I knew her day was coming soon...When I am writing this, at the same time, I am recalling back the memory we shared in my life...I am now a little bit sad, thinking that I can't see her anymore, but life still goes on...Commemorate her sometimes, will help me to remember her exist and her care to me....I believe that you had rested in peace, my dear AH KIM (uncle's wife in Hokkein)...I will pray for your family especially AH KU (uncle from mother's side) although you are not Christian, but I believe God will comfort him...This is my 3rd sad news in a month time...I have nothing to complain because life is just a brief of candle...

PS: Melancholy+ING.....

2 sad news in a week...

REST IN PEACE

I just logged into facebook, and saw my friend's brother's status, saying that his friend was past away...I was so familiar with the name of the friend, I thought he was my ex-classmate during primary school...However, when my parents came back from Kulim, they told me he was my best best friend's brother...Unbelievable...

Actually I dont know why I still can smile out when I told my friend about this news, perhaps I wanted to balance my inner feeling toward my best best friend...I am not really close to the dead person, but what I am worrying is my best friend...I know that she loves her family very very much, more than anything, this news will make her very sad...I dont know what can I do for her other than send my consolation to her...I really dont know what can I do to console her...really...Ya, I just can pray for her, may God comfort her...

Life is just like a brief of candle...This phrase I learnt from a literature class in Form 2, and I totally agreed with it until now...I believe that my best friend is now crying non-stop and is comforted by my another best friend...Hope that she can be a strong girl...

Actually last week, I had already received a death news from my mother, telling me that my Malay neighbour, who lived just next to my house for 23 years, passed away...I always called him PAK CIK, which mean UNCLE in Malay...It was just few days after my brother's wedding...He came to our house for wedding dinner too, and he was still normal and healthy...He insisted to give my brother "angpao" (red pocket) even though MAK CIK (his wife) already gave it...However, MAK CIK said nevermind, since PAK CIK insisted to give it...I was so touching...

For so many years, he witnessed our grown up...He witnessed my brother's marriage...He had tolerated our noisiness for so many years without complaining...He had be nice to us for so many years without looking at our skins' colour...However, I just can say, rest in peace, PAK CIK....

What had happened since last post?

Hi, I am back to blogger again, been through a long long busy marathon that I cant even feel that I am now in Malaysia...Okay, since there were lots of things happened within one month time, I just briefly talk about it...

First of all, I did really bad in my final assignment, which is Dynamics and Control System, because I was lack of time to finish it (2 assignments to submit in 2 days, but I cant blame anyone because it is my fault...) However, I cant imagine that I get 81% for my essay...Well, I dont care whether the lecturer "give water (cantonese)" or not, I just happy because it helped me to pull up the average mark...Thanks God...After the final submissions, my coursemate and I went to have a movie called "Kiss Ass", which made me wanna really kick the producer's ass...Its boring and meaningless, and the actors and actresses are suck...After the movie, we went to Pizza Hut for "brunner" (breakfast + lunch + dinner)...Nice pizzas and I had a great bolognese there too...XDXD

After the busy week, I had the most busiest month...Final exams + Final year project...I was wrong, I should pay more attention on my revision, but its too late...FYP was killing me softly and slowly...I was busy modelling and analysing, but you know what, the software I needed to us is out of order, so I waste few weeks doing nothing...What the...

Just before I went back to Malaysia, I rushed and rushed, slept 3-4 hours for 3 days...However, I still cant finish the report...What to do, I needed to bring back to Malaysia and finish it...However, I was wrong again, it was my brother's wedding, so I was busy helping my family doing the preparation...I had no time to do the report, until all these dinner finished...I was just finished it and sent it to my friend who still in UK, and asked him to print it out and submit for me...Now, everything is over...hopefully...

Suppose, before I went back to Malaysia, I should be happy and counting the days, but the FYP made me worry more than happy...What to do, last last report liao what...haha...Hopefully I can get a 60++ for my FYP...

PS: Will go back on 21st June...2 weeks to go...

Marriage in Christ~~~

Yes...This post I would like to share about Marriage in Christ, which means both of the bride and groom are Christian...In my church, marriage in christ is strongly recommended by our preachers and other members...Last two days, I attended a service in Birmingham, and some members from Leicester Church are there too. After the service, Deacon's wife and I met at a kitchen and suddenly she asked:

Deacon's wife (DW): How old are you?

Me: 22 this year...

DW: Oh I see...Don't misunderstand me, I don't mean anything...

Me: (What???Misunderstanding what???) Okay....

DW: Well, I am the person in charge for Leicester's youth matchmaker so that the youth can marry in Christ...And because you are still studying, so I didn't introduce or match you with other sisters...

Me: (smile awkwardly and sweating...) Okay...

Well, from this conversation, you can know that marriage in christ is an important thing that a church must concern about...You should understand the situation at my churches in UK...I am not sure whether I had mentioned it before or not, but I tell you one more time...In UK, the youths are married at the average age of 23 or 24...Right after they have a stable job and income...The age above is the groom...Therefore, the deacon's wife was asking me my age so that she can do her job...Luckily, she doesn't know that I am going to graduate next month, because I don't want to marry so early...23 or 24? Don't be silly...

However, they have the reasons to do so, which the reason is the environment now a day...Lots of temptations out there especially western country like UK, the people are very open minded, so the churches scare the youth will be tempted and leave the church...Therefore they are encouraging the youth marry early...well, I agree at this point, but marry early also has the problem inside, which is less understanding, immaturity and so and so...Anyway, here are the benefits of marriage in Christ...

Benefits of Marriage in Christ:

1) Blessing from God

In True Jesus Church, if the couple is not our church members or haven't been baptised in our church, they are not allowed to have wedding in our church, which means they cannot get the blessing from God. Blessing from God is unique, special and different from the world's blessing. With this blessing, the couple will be blissful.

2) Same religion

If the couple have the same religion, they can go to church together and their faith will standfirm. When one of them is weak, the other one can help each other to stand up. They will not alone along the way to the heaven.

3) Save the next generation

Bible says that religion/faith is a heritage, which should be carried on to the next generation, because this heritance can save their souls.

Well, I believe there are some other benefits that I haven't mentioned...I want to marry in christ, just not that age...Anyway, I will just follow God's will, let God to decide my marriage, because I believe He will give me what He thinks is best for me...Amen...

PS: What do you think about married in Christ? Mind to share about it?