2 sad news in a week...

REST IN PEACE

I just logged into facebook, and saw my friend's brother's status, saying that his friend was past away...I was so familiar with the name of the friend, I thought he was my ex-classmate during primary school...However, when my parents came back from Kulim, they told me he was my best best friend's brother...Unbelievable...

Actually I dont know why I still can smile out when I told my friend about this news, perhaps I wanted to balance my inner feeling toward my best best friend...I am not really close to the dead person, but what I am worrying is my best friend...I know that she loves her family very very much, more than anything, this news will make her very sad...I dont know what can I do for her other than send my consolation to her...I really dont know what can I do to console her...really...Ya, I just can pray for her, may God comfort her...

Life is just like a brief of candle...This phrase I learnt from a literature class in Form 2, and I totally agreed with it until now...I believe that my best friend is now crying non-stop and is comforted by my another best friend...Hope that she can be a strong girl...

Actually last week, I had already received a death news from my mother, telling me that my Malay neighbour, who lived just next to my house for 23 years, passed away...I always called him PAK CIK, which mean UNCLE in Malay...It was just few days after my brother's wedding...He came to our house for wedding dinner too, and he was still normal and healthy...He insisted to give my brother "angpao" (red pocket) even though MAK CIK (his wife) already gave it...However, MAK CIK said nevermind, since PAK CIK insisted to give it...I was so touching...

For so many years, he witnessed our grown up...He witnessed my brother's marriage...He had tolerated our noisiness for so many years without complaining...He had be nice to us for so many years without looking at our skins' colour...However, I just can say, rest in peace, PAK CIK....

What had happened since last post?

Hi, I am back to blogger again, been through a long long busy marathon that I cant even feel that I am now in Malaysia...Okay, since there were lots of things happened within one month time, I just briefly talk about it...

First of all, I did really bad in my final assignment, which is Dynamics and Control System, because I was lack of time to finish it (2 assignments to submit in 2 days, but I cant blame anyone because it is my fault...) However, I cant imagine that I get 81% for my essay...Well, I dont care whether the lecturer "give water (cantonese)" or not, I just happy because it helped me to pull up the average mark...Thanks God...After the final submissions, my coursemate and I went to have a movie called "Kiss Ass", which made me wanna really kick the producer's ass...Its boring and meaningless, and the actors and actresses are suck...After the movie, we went to Pizza Hut for "brunner" (breakfast + lunch + dinner)...Nice pizzas and I had a great bolognese there too...XDXD

After the busy week, I had the most busiest month...Final exams + Final year project...I was wrong, I should pay more attention on my revision, but its too late...FYP was killing me softly and slowly...I was busy modelling and analysing, but you know what, the software I needed to us is out of order, so I waste few weeks doing nothing...What the...

Just before I went back to Malaysia, I rushed and rushed, slept 3-4 hours for 3 days...However, I still cant finish the report...What to do, I needed to bring back to Malaysia and finish it...However, I was wrong again, it was my brother's wedding, so I was busy helping my family doing the preparation...I had no time to do the report, until all these dinner finished...I was just finished it and sent it to my friend who still in UK, and asked him to print it out and submit for me...Now, everything is over...hopefully...

Suppose, before I went back to Malaysia, I should be happy and counting the days, but the FYP made me worry more than happy...What to do, last last report liao what...haha...Hopefully I can get a 60++ for my FYP...

PS: Will go back on 21st June...2 weeks to go...