Busiest Days...

Last Sunday and Monday were the busiest days in my life...These two days I dint sleep at all just to do my assignments by using MathCad and Pro_E...Why I was so busy until I dint sleep for days? Because of a Chinese proverb,"临时抱佛脚"...Meant that I was doing my work when the time was near to the deadline...

I rushed my MathCad for my Numerical Analysis which can be called as "Mathematic for Engineering", after that I was totally relax because I thought that the design work will be easier than this. However, I was wrong to think, totally wrong thinking...As a result, I had to work faster and write a report in 2 hours time, which meant that I had no enough time to write down all the requirements of the report...Haiz...At that time, I had no time to regret, so I just pass up my so called,"report" to the IT desk, where we normally passed up our assignments...The time I passed up was at 1.59pm and 30 seconds, while the due time was 2pm...If I late to due up, my mark will be cut off...So the feeling was very very nervous and it was freaking me out...The feeling was continued after I had passed up, and I was in a condition of tension, but I kept on stopping me to think about it since it had been a fact...

Now, I show you all what I had done in my assignment for design a gearbox...



Gear(Grey) and Bearing(Blue)



Full Gear Box...

Society~~~

Nowaday, the society is sick, as the society is sick, therefore, the world is sick...Why the society will sick? Because of human being, the desire of human, make the society and the world sick...Eventhough we all know these issues, we still do the same things to the world and society including you and me...I think...

Last two weeks, I read online newspaper, which is Malaysia newspaper, a news happened in Singapore, a 14 years old secondary school boy had sexual relationship for 6 times with his teacher, who is 32 years old married woman...After I read this news, I was surprised, how come a 14 years old teenager willing to have sex (more directly speaking...) with his teacher who is older than him for so so many years...I kept on asking myself, what happened to the society nowaday? (社会怎么了?) Then I told my classmates about that, but my classmate replied me back that there is too many thing I dont understand...Ya, sure, many thing I still have to learn and know, but how come this will happen?

Last year, I had received an email from my friend, then I read the mail, it said that a father in Austria house arrested his daughter in his basement for years, and he raped his own daughter and his daughter gave birth to 3 children...The children and the mother all live in the basement, no sunlight go into it, so when the tragedy (should I say it as scandal?) was found out, the children was freed and saw the sunlight for the first time, and they tried to catch the sunlight...What do you think about these?

In Malaysia, there were so many cases about the old father raped his own daughter, even grandfather raped his own grandchild...World is changing, new generation is changing, the thinking of human are changing, I am Changing...How about you? Changing to be nicer, or worse? Environment will change people thinking, the best examples are you and me...I changed my thinking based on the environment I live in, however, we still got our own principles that would never change...for now...who know the future? The principles will change because of environment or time...or maybe human being, society, friends around you, will be the factors that change your principle and thinkings...

PS: If you disagree with me, you may post a comment for me, I will appreciate your comment and maybe, I will accept your opinion or thoughts...^-^

回顾过去~~~

这是我第一次用华语来写我的部落格，所以，如果你们觉得我的用词有问题，请谅解，因为我很久很久美在写作文了。其实，在华人新年的时候，我已经向用华语来写的，可是，可能是习惯了吧，不知不觉地用英文...

所谓：“一寸光阴一寸金、寸金难买寸光阴”，虽然每个人都知道这个道理，不管是华人、红毛人、或是马来人，但人总是想买回时间...最近，因为天气的关系，我多数的时间都在房间，懒得出去...所以我有很多时间在想有的没的，想回去以前的事情，不是甜蜜的回忆，也不是不好的回忆，而是“令人后悔”的回忆...想起那时的情景、人物，到现在我还是后悔着...你们是否有像我这样的回忆呢？

现在的我不能说我不会再犯同样的错，只能肯定地说，我以后会三思而后行...我曾经因为一个“不小心”造成一个从小学到中学的同班同学，和我翻面了几年，虽然他现在已经原谅了我，并作我很好很好的朋友，但是回想起来，我满后悔的...真想回去当时，就不要犯如此的错...

此外，我也因我主观的性格，令我的一位同灵对我有了很深的代沟，直到现在，我还是感觉得到那个代沟...所以我唯一能做的就是尽我所能地去坭补这个代沟...如果我没有强逼他，或多管闲事，可能这代沟就不会存在...

在小学和中学的时候，我是一个自卑又小气的人，因为我胖，同学嘲笑我，我就会很生气地跟他们吵架...直到我离乡背井到外读书，我才开始大大地改变，但是主观的性格就不知不觉地出现了...过后，有一天，我遇到了我的一个小学同学，我的朋友就问他还记得我吗，他的回答竟然是：

我的朋友：记得友义吗？

他 ：当然记得啊！！

我 ：（笑着望着她）

他 ：我还记得我曾经跟他吵过架...

我 ：（回想过去...）有吗？怎么我不记得的呢？

他 ：有....

我的朋友：啊呀，谁没跟过友义吵过架...我们全部都跟过他吵架过啦。

我 ：（心想：也对，真像以前的我，哈哈！！）

短短的对话领导我想回以前的我是如此的小气，如此暴躁，但是也好，因为我是如此的，才会令到曾经和我吵架过的朋友记得我...哈哈哈！！！

好了，就写到这里，虽然我有很多想要改变的事情，但是我不会永远活在回忆当中，因人是要往前走的，只是偶尔回想以前所做的傻事，后悔一番，让我记得我所犯过的错...

PS: 后天是元宵节了，祝大家元宵节快乐，也代表着华人新年的结束...

memory - Sally Fletcher - harp