A Vangrant Life...

Recently, I am like a vagrant, staying at different friends house, here stay a few days, there stay a few days, like a homeless people...Why I can be like that? Because of the UK VISA that I need to apply to go UK studying...It's very troublesome and need a lot of statement and provement just to get the VISA...Haiz, I just a student like I said previous blog...I thought that I had finished preparing all the statement required but, now, I haven't get any reply from the accommodation at BCU....Without it, I cant apply for VISA...My argents cant help me, the University also havent reply me...I need to wait until when wor? After the orientation? They dont know that I am very paiseh to disturb my friends already la...I am very very "fan" ler....No place to stay, no place to go....2molo I thought I can go to Sg.Wang shopping and sing K so that I can forget all my worries, but, my friends change the place, go cyberjaya...very fan....very fan now....I am thinking to give up, but...My family put a lot of hope at me...How can I give up like this? But I am worrying that I cant stand this pressure already....Help me!!!!

No Mood~~~

Long time din write blog already because I dont have internet connection at my hometown...TOday, I am very very pek cek(frustrated)...This afternoon, I just know that everything that I had done is useless...work for nothing...Everything I had done is equal to zero....My father doesnt understand me and dont want listen to my explanation...I am so so....no mood and frustrated....Better dont go....How come so messy de the thing? Why? I am just a student....why you all want to make me felt difficulties...This is a task, that is what can I think now....But still....feel so pek cek.........