Last night, while I wanna sleep, I dunno why I am keeping on thinking the word of "friendship". Everyone has friends, no wonder it is human or pet or a thing, friend is some kind of 'thing" that will make you happy or comfort. For me, the defination of friendship is those who understand you and will make you comfort and happy, and also believe each other...You would like to sacrify your time to give advices or help your friends and sometimes, share your problems to them...For me, every closed friends, I also can share my things to them...I don care what it is about...

Making a friend have to sure that you are using your heart, truly heart, not just for some kind of benefits then only we make friends...That's wrong, it can hurt your friends who truely want to become your friends. Its like other form of "betraying"...I met 1 of this kind of friend, but perhaps I was misunderstand him, however, since he or she don give me an explanation although I gave him many chances, this make me think that he or she is not appreciate me...So watever...Make friends because of some benefits, thats truly A**hole....haha....

I had also met 1 kind of friends, thats because they scare to "give out"( 付出）, so they scare to receive（接受) ...Friends give something to you mean that they want to share their things to you and they are really want to give out without repay back...Its true you know...But some will misunderstand me, thinking that I am so stingy and think that I want them to repay back to me...But I am not like that, I just wanna them to appreciate what I give out and remember me while I leave them...Thats all...Why people want to think this kind of way ler? yes, I admit that I sometimes, very stingy but that time I was out of burget, so I need to save money and very "annoy"...Haiz...Because they don understand me, so they misunderstood me...I told them before but still they wont remember and they are not trying to understand me either....While for me, I will keep on asking questions to my friends so that I can know more about them, but they think that I am annoying...Perhaps is my communication got problems kot...haha....Sorry lor....Paiseh....

Today, my lecturer told me in university, there is 2 type of lecturer, first one is those lecturers that very open-minded who can accept your complain and your critic with a humble heart. This kind of lecturers are good and if you meet this kind of lecturer, you will learn many things and you will become more interest at what they are teaching you. Another type is lecturers that cant accept your complain or critic, if you are not satisfying them or fight with them, your exam result will very dangerous...this type I called it as "small gas" lecturer, but if you want to get a good result, you can go find him and saying something nice to them like that lor....Pai ma pi...hehe.....

But for me, there is 1 more type of lecturers that are very dangerous, that is those who pretending to be open-minded, asking your opinion or critics, but actually, they are not...They are actually belong to type B, small gas lecturers...I met one lecturer is like that, I told him the truth about the lecturers for our college, but after that, my result for their subjects, are not very high....although I put a lot of afford on it...still the same...dunno why this kind of people living at this world...haiz...suan ler ba...let it be...hehe....

Thats all I write for today, I will continue to write my blog eventhough a few people come and really read my blog...I am here would like to thank to those who read my blog and give comments to me...I will appreciate what you all comment to me...thank...

After I saw my friend's photo which they post at friendster or facebook, it make me feel jealous about my friends who study at oversea and I hope I can go the place they are now studying or staying. Like one of my friend is now staying at Canada and she took a lot of photos which record her life at Cananda...Wow, it's owesome....snow, beautiful park, old building or historical building which are gorgeous and etc....After I saw this kind of pictures, I really wanted to go to Canada for studying or living there (this is impossible), because in Malaysia, I think you cant find out a beautiful park or historical building that are gorgeous and especially you are impossible to see snow droping from the sky, perhaps in the future I can see it since our weather now is changing....because of our ozone layers are getting thinner....So love the nature guys....haha...

Actually I got the chance to go oversea study since my father told me that he want to send me to oversea study, but the problems are I am now confusing about should I change my course to chemical engineering or continue to take mechanical engineering for my degree after I graduate my diploma in mechanical....The fact I confuse is if I do my degree in chemical, I have to spend 3 years for my degree, meanwhile, if I do my degree in mechanical, I have only to spend 2 years to complete it....But I more like chemical engineering than mechanical....Sommore the university which can let me study chemical engineering are quite a few and most of these university are not closed my church, True Jesus Church....So I really donno how to choose....Let my God to decide....

For me, as I told you previous blog, I like to go UK than Australia, but now, I dont care already since anywhere are the same...2 years at Uk cost about 200k, it's also same at australia...So its not the big deal....haha....So its just depend on my father lor, since the money is from him not from myself...haha....

its been a few weeks I dint update my blog, but eventhough I update, I think few people will come and read my blog. However, I still continue writing blog since its a good thing or good way to kill my leisure time...

I'm just came back to Nilai from my hometown last saturday by car, Proton Iswara Aeroback, since I had 2 weeks holidays...Its a old car already but as it can move, I already appreciate liao lor....In this 2 weeks holidays, most of the time I just stay at home la, only i will go out yam cha when my friends ask me go...Meanwhile, I also used 1 day of my holidays spending at clubbing...This is my 1st time go the clubbing, my friends ask me to go there since I never go clubbing be4...In the clubbing house (the name is Mois), there was crowded you know, wanna find a table to put our alcohol also cannot, after a few minutes, we only can use a little space corner to put our things. As my friends told me before, the music was aloud until my heart was follow the tempo of the music...Inside there, my friends started dance liao la, then only I start dance....Haha....Cant imagine how I dance ler....I also dunno how I dance pun....hehe....After I drank some alcohol, I dance more "open" and my body is totally follow the music and I cant control it...Dance, dance, dance....until 3am in the morning, the clubbing house wanna closed liao so we came out la...But 1 of my friends, girl 1 wor, was totally drunk until unconsciously...Only I can tell you her "taufu" was eaten by a guy from 1 of us....Not me har....Another guy who go in the clubbing house with us....I cant do anything with him since....haiz....whatever la...

After I brought her back to my friends apartment with my other friends, she is starting shout "Ah~~~~Ah~~~~~Ah~~~~" sound....Walao, people hear it also 'beh syok"....But I dun care since I got a little bite drunk liao so....I slept....Until next morning, I drave my car back to my house lor....Here I wanna tell you especially girls, if you wanna go to clubbing, can, but dun drink until drunk...Its very dangerous...Or if you wanna drunk, can, go with the friends that you are trusted the most, if can, girls friends....

The day before I come back to Nilai, I attend my friend's grandpa' funeral...But when I saw my friend, she is smiling at me and all my friends are gathered there and just like we are having gathering there...Its this good??

Whatever la...this is about my holiday la...Quite boring ler....Nothing much happen at my hometown la...